Spotlight

Letter

2012-01-08T23:54:00.000-08:00

I miss gym. seriously, miss all the crazy training lessons, motivation by my trainer. I hope to get back there asap, hope everything recovers asap. Don't forget me my daddy trainer!!!=)

xoxo
Ivan

Just Can't Get Enough

2012-01-03T08:33:00.000-08:00

My aunt just introduced two Vietnamese girls to work as part-time waitress during Chinese New Year. We were all worried because we scared that pervert Bangladesh guy who always thinks he is attractive will disturb these innocent girls. So, we tried to block him to see them but who knew he came out to get some rice( must be some idiots in the kitchen told him ) However, my mum and aunty advised them not to mix with him. Phew! I'm keeping my fingers crossed and praying that these girls won't fall into his trap like my stupid Cambodian maid did. "Hope GODS have eyes" This guy just can't get enough with girls.

'People Reviews'

2012-01-02T08:05:00.000-08:00

Alright I said I want to be an active blogger. Let me start off with this

Lakoda Rayne is the topic today.

Lakoda Rayne is a girl band from X FACTOR USA. They came in the competition as solo artist (Paige, Cari, Hayley and Dani) but they only made it to the bootcamp. The judges gave them a lifeline which is put them together as a group . The group performed 'Born This Way' in their first ever performance as a group which was very beautiful and very country version.

1st Performance

Then, it was announced that the newly formed girl band is a finalist. It was obviously for sure that they were going to be a country band when they performed 'Come On Eileen'. They received positive reviews from the first live show like Simon & L.A. Reid said there is a gap in the market for this group and they would be giving a world wide contract.
In the next show, their mentor, Paula Abdul made a mistake by giving a ballad song called 'Landslide' where they were beautifully dressed like prom queen but Simon called them weird and L.A. was confused about their genre in the industry.

Landslide

However, that didn't make them landing into the bottom two until the next week where they performed a country song by Keith Urban. They were saved by the judges and stayed in the competition for another two weeks.
Their last performance on X FACTOR was on THANKSGIVING with their own version of 'You Belong With Me'. They were eliminated as they received the lowest amount of votes.

My thought:
Lakoda Rayne is definitely my favorite to win but I knew they won't go long in this competition as they were "REJECTED" in the girls' category. All four beautiful girls with beautiful voices, where can we find girls like them anymore?

I think Americans made a mistake for not voting for them to stay longer; do we still see country girl band now? I don't think so. These girls have great futures. Besides, I would also like to blame Paula for not being a supportive mentor, we could see her asking the audience to vote for Josh Krajik but did we see her persuading people to vote for her last group in her category?!! We could only see her saying: You are greatful! You made me so proud! You've proven to me! What is wrong with this mentor? I personally like them not only bcoz of the looks but the voices, it's something very unique; or maybe their song choices. I love their performance on the ROCK's week which is a mash up of ''Your Love" / "Go Your Own Way''. They sounded amazing.

Rock's week

I also love their version of 'You Belong With Me' on thanksgiving, it was definitely the simplest covered version of the song. However they were eliminated on that week.

Last performance on X FACTOR

One thing I found out interesting about the group and the show is the week where the judges critiqued them, they were never in the bottom two but the week where the judges praised them, they were in the bottom two. You can check it out on YOUTUBE. Americans definitely made a mistake by sending them home as they are four good soloists too. If the world could vote, they would have become the winner for sure.

Revamp

2012-01-02T08:03:00.000-08:00

What can i do with this old and unread blog???
I need to polish up everything maybe do some show or music reviews again??? Galaxie has revamped their magazines for years and i think i have to too.

Dreams off

2012-01-02T07:41:00.000-08:00

I have a lot of dreams..oops had a lot of dreams...
I'm stuck here... Turning 20 this April but i still got beaten by mum. My family never understands me. It hurts when mum beat me =(
No more dream come true or what. I just wasted my STPM but i had the greatest time in MBS. No more university ....gonna work 4ever...

2011-12-28T09:27:00.000-08:00

I'm heartbroken.
I've lost a lot of friends. I called them Best Friends; I was completely wrong especially two who I really treated them like real brothers. Someone who I almost argued with my S.I.S over them.
I really love Lakoda Rayne from X Factor USA. I really love these girls but they were all eliminated. Anyway still love them especially this song.
Here is my own version of lyrics.

You're on the phone
with your fan favorite ‒ she's upset
he's having something
about something that I don't
'cause she/he doesn't get your humor like I do.
I'm in my room ‒ it's a typical Tuesday night.
I'm listening to the kind of music he doesn't like.
He'll never know your story like I do.

But he looks better
I look normal
He's club captain
And I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time.

If you could see
That I'm the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you see
you are my brother

Prom

2011-11-17T09:05:00.000-08:00

I'm very happy, it's been so many months and i still can't forget this. My biggest achievement of life - won the prom. I'm the prom king of MBS . can't believe i did it. It was amazing seriously, not only Sean and I made a very memorable prom night for everyone, all those works paid off. I also won the prom king. One thing I regret is I didn't bring my camera at prom, so I didn't take a lot of photos. I definitely love MBS. It gives me everything i didnt have in my previous school, gonna leave this school soon, I don't know how I would feel; just can't imagine. I've known the results of my STPM, I 've known that I won't pass but I have to say I enjoyed being a part of MBS.

2011-07-10T09:08:00.001-07:00

i 'm having the worst feeling of the world. i shud be patient, i shud be quiet.....i need to change

I don't respect this couple

2011-06-04T09:15:00.000-07:00

i feel so bad now!
I had the best attitude in the shop just now, i handled things well as Aunty Luan was at the counter too. I didn't even feel frustrated even though the orders kept coming in. But they couldn't, taking bills, getting signatures for the cards; so I went to help. Everything was fine until that fucking bitch yelled at me, I was trying to help as I could handle. I hate people yelling at me when I try to help or can handle thing well. So did her husband backing her, even insulted me. I feel embarrassed, I got scolded by my workers with no reason bcoz that bitch is his wife?! I kept quiet as I knew if I replied, troubles will come. My mum will feel even more worried, I want them to enjoy there. But nobody trusts me!
I just can't stand how his husband reacted just now, backing her, even said walk out from the shop blablabla....these people are horrible people, remember when they need help from us???

2011-06-02T10:31:00.000-07:00

Oh life again, mum and Irene are at New York!! OMG!!!
OK, I have heard a lot of dramas in my class, can't believe it! They say they is spy or what, hope it's not me, I know what I'm doing, 100% not me bcoz I sound like like bitch but actually I'm a slut. I feel safe for that spot!!! can't wait to find out!!!

Rovers

2011-05-18T06:25:00.000-07:00

I'm so proud of myself, I made this!

I'm Rebecca Black

2011-05-05T08:08:00.000-07:00

I'm pretty disappointed at myself. I love music, i love singing, but I can't sing; I don't know how to utilize my 'stomach' to sing. I heard they want to do some music covers on youtube. I asked them to allow me to join but now, I'm thinking of quitting bcoz I don't really see thing among us, it hurts me. Of course, I won't turn down their offer, it's just something with me. I need someone to talk to me about this, I don't want to give up music. I just want to wish the best.

make it happen

2011-04-30T10:01:00.001-07:00

Everytime when I walk into the gym, I see people, young people or I would probably say ROOKIES! Some of them are really awesome, they have the heart. But I wonder do they have the heart like me??? It's not that I want to brag but I have to be selfish. How much do they want it? Do they really want it or are they just doing this for some objective? My dream is much more important than them; they might just want to be Mr. Bodylicious or win some competitions but I seriously have a different dream. My dream came when I have some health issue which I think was an obstacle. Now, I 'm still having it but I have gone through a lot of challenges. I'm gonna keep going to make things happen!

TOUGH ENOUGH

2011-04-30T09:40:00.000-07:00

Watching Tough Enough has definitely given me a lot of motivation to be a tougher and stronger athlete in real life. I thought it was going to be very boring like the past but it wasn't boring in this season. I pretty enjoyed the past few episodes. However, I'm very sad that current Miss USA, Rima was eliminated last week. It was said that she was the weakest among the contestants. Stone Cold said that her mind kept telling her keep going but her body kept saying NO! But what I think is she was really tough in the show, she has a lot of gut on the show, totally proven that she is strong and beautiful! Now, there are only 2 girls; of course I hope Christina wins, but can she? There are so many guys!!! Seriously the guys didn't impress me!!!

This show has changed me in life, especially when I'm in the gym. The words are all in my heart, so it's gonna help me no matter what! I really feel happy and proud now that I'm so into sports. I know it's a bit late but at least I have done what people expected I will never do. I 'm really Tough Enough!!!

Katharine McPhee makes me cry

2010-10-04T08:52:00.000-07:00

Terrified is a nice song by Katharine McPhee. A song that makes me think of something. Something can be good, bad, happy, sad.... to be continued

Camp fire

2010-09-19T08:52:00.000-07:00

i ruined the camp fire , people will hate me...:(sorry guys

It's a waste of time, energy and money

2010-08-04T06:21:00.000-07:00

Some people don't appreciate free thing. The stories all start here, I was not the original sixth form roster for the Games. I was asked to substitute Esther as she had a talent competition in K.L. So, I just accepted it. Everything went smooth until that Saturday. Around 50 people attended the orientation games ~ WTF!!! We expected more than 100 people, so everything had to be changed. The games, challenges......everything CHANGED

There was an id...............................
[STORIES CENSORED/CANCELLED/CONSTRICTED]

At the end, some people got changed and went home with prizes!!! The committee had to clean up the school area. Some things were not used that day, so we put it at a side. Although I was not the item incharge's person, I did bring a lot of balloons there because I knew something. I kept them in a pink plastic along with my dad's decoration stuff bcoz those things belonged to my dad. There were also beautiful ribbons, tapes, scissors...But I don't know which idiotic person threw that plastic away!!! He could see that as everything was new! It's not because of money or what, it's that I brought these things and it was not used, and it was wasted. ARGHHH.... It's such a waste of ....everything!

Ruined

2010-08-03T08:09:00.000-07:00

i dunno why I keep thinking that I was the one messed up the whole games. I shouldn't have helped, but Esther is like a sister to me, a friend who really understands my feelings, that's why I helped her. It all went wrong, it was not what I expected, I just ruined everything that day.

scared

2010-07-08T23:12:00.000-07:00

i 'm scared..day by day,he is gettin' stronger...he has more friends, people don't talk to me anymore. i'm worried, people are on his side, i did nothing wrong!!!! i'm trying to think something positive but I couldn't....

I’m disappointed in you—I really thought I could trust you!

2010-07-07T07:20:00.000-07:00

I knew something was not right with us as your behavior has become really really strange. You suddenly told me "I'm happy with you in this class, you have got the spotlight, attention you 'd been wanting." I was surprised you said that but I took it as a compliment. But I didn't know you have already destroyed me. I don't want spotlight or any attention, I just want to make friends and be likable as they are really cool.

People humiliated me last time, so I will never do that to my friends. You have gone really really wrong about this, it's your attitude , you are grumpy.

You always think that I like humiliating you but after reading what you have insulted me,

I found that....
You are the real BITCH!!!

I’m disappointed in you—I really thought I could trust you=(

I won't win a game

2010-07-01T00:42:00.000-07:00

If you want to stay, you better be quiet. That's the only way to survive in real game. Flattering them is another way to survive bcoz some people do that to save their lives but I will never do that.

I used to like perfection but every time I got perfection, people gossiped about me; saying that I was flattering which I never did at all. It sucked that you hard works turned into this unnecessary topic.

So take my words, If you want to stay, you better be quiet.
ps: I won't be discovered, This is my life

RIP Nike

2010-06-27T01:17:00.000-07:00

I'm very sad , Nike is dead. My 13 years old dog died this morning. My uncle and I buried it under a tree near my house. But an idiot saw us doing that, he came and teased both of us. He is a completely cold-blooded idiot, he said he will report it to someone.

Nike, please protect us. I'm very scared now, really scared. Somebody please tell me a joke!

Listen

2010-06-12T11:11:00.000-07:00

I'm worried, how people look at me, talk about me.... I don't deserve that, I have to tell the truth that I'm completely different now, I want nobody to know about me...fingers-crossed!
People, u need to listen to me!

HURT

2010-06-10T09:08:00.000-07:00

Ok, I hurt myself yesterday, my knee is still pain. VERY PAIN!!! no gym for me!!!
I'm so sad, my trainer asked me to rest. I'm prayin' to get well !!!

I hurt myself

2010-06-09T09:46:00.000-07:00

I fell down with my hand holding a can of coke. It was for Juanna. My knee is pain. I can't see the bruise yet but I'm worried, no gym for me this week. ARGHHH... i had missed so many training sessions in the past few weeks, now even worst!!! If I want to go tomorrow, I have to be extremely careful...it's so unlucky for me today!!!

Everyone has their stories

2010-06-08T08:55:00.000-07:00

I really want to be their best or favorite friend. They are really nice in class. But, I started to worry if one day , somebody tells them something about me. The past has passed. Everyone has their stories. I hope they are still my friends if they know about me. I think I should talk to them. I love L6A2 . I still want to say that in my next blog.

Brothers and Sisters

2010-06-05T11:27:00.000-07:00

Finally, I'm happy. I never felt happy in school, this is like the 1st time in my life I say happy about school. I'm currently in Methodist Boys' School as a sixth-former. Although it is just a month, I can imagine it. I love my new friends here. I hope they are still my friends when we are 30, 40, 50 years old.... I'm so happy to have them. It is so difficult to describe them, they are really good.
The boys are like my brothers and the girls are like my sisters. I am so thankful to God!

I'M SORRY, BABY

2010-01-03T09:00:00.000-08:00

I beat it, I slapped it, kicked the cage to make it to be quiet bcoz I didn't want my mom to scold anyone. I'm sorry, puppy ! I took them home because I knew doggies like their size won't live happy in a messy resident area. So, I took them back home secretly. I got a scolding from my mother which I expected. I decided to give them to Nina bcoz I knew Nina and her sisters had been dying to have a dog in her home. So, I called her, told her everything bcoz these 2 puppies had to be gone asap. Unfortunately, Nina was not in Penang, she couldn't get both the puppies at that time. I had to keep them for a while. Days passed, my decision of giving both of them to Nina changed as I found out one of them likes to make noises and my uncle told me to sell it at least at a cheap price. Besides, I was very sure that Nina will return the noisy's one to me. So, I called her immediately to tell her everything. To make everything good for Nina, I observed and observed... it's the one, the one with the blue collar and not the one with no collar.... What a relief, it has a better home. I had given the one which is more obedient to Nina's family this afternoon, leaving the noisy one in the cage. It's really sad to separate them but my brain was blank... I couldn't do anything to help it... My uncle may sell it to a dog farm, it may die, may have a good family like Nina's. I have to send it away....No one would want a noisy dog...but until I saw it sleeping on the floor now....it looked quiet, charming - completely different....I feel sad to send it out from my home bcoz it's just a puppy....its life may change..... I totally can't imagine tomorrow....this is the dilemma i have everytime - to give/leave/sell a dog...I'm too worried of about their life although they are just animals....
I love you, puppy... may God finds you a nice home like Nina's:)

I'm curently listening to Lady Antebellum's American Honey.

I am Nothing

2010-01-01T06:49:00.000-08:00

I'm furious! Seeing people enter their college's life next week and I am nothing now. I have a dream but it's not the time yet. Mr. Ken called me. My plans were perfectly done many years ago but something changed. Why do people like those idiots didn't get chosen for NS? My plan now is to learn something basic now and work to earn some money, I feel bad to be chosen for the NS. it 's ruined my life. I can't imagine going to that place. I hope it's not true, I'm trying to avoid that...I need to leave

Kinda miss my friends but.....it's done

Vaness

2009-12-25T08:56:00.000-08:00

"But according to her
I'm good lookin',
incredible.

According to her
I'm nice,
perfect."

where are you, Vannes???
you have deleted ur friendster's account....i can't even find u....

Dream Big

2009-12-23T00:02:00.000-08:00

"If we don’t Dream Big
What’s the use in dreaming
If you don’t have faith
there’s nothing worth believing
It takes one hope
To make the stars worth reaching for
So reach out for something more"

88

2009-10-29T04:18:00.000-07:00

I thought I may attend the graduation ceremony next Friday, but somebody told me secretly that I don't qualify to attend. When I first heard 88 people can't attend the graduation ceremony, I was so happy bcoz I really thought that I would make it. But somebody told me the truth, it's sad....
My hard works are all wasted, it's really sad to miss the graduation ceremony in your life....

she's finally gone

2009-10-19T06:43:00.000-07:00

finally, she has gone..... Of course we all breathed a sigh of relief when she left. I know we won't have a lot of unnecessary problems at home.

But one thing we really felt sorry for her was when we saw her handcuffed by the immigration workers at the immigration centre. She cried crazily and had a regretful look. She was really happy when she was told that we were going to send her to the immigration centre. I think she felt anxious at that time bcoz what we told her about the immigration camp is true. There were 5 male illegal workers and her. She is not an illegal worker, she has a passport but the information is all wrong. So they have to keep her in the camp. All problems are caused by her coldblooded agent. I hope she can understand why we took her to surrender. Wish her all the best in her future and be more mature. I know we used to hate her but when we saw her crying like a cow just now, it's so pity for her. it's all over, just forgive her.

She's gone!!!

2009-10-18T09:31:00.000-07:00

Our family would be fine after tomorrow....that bitch is going to disappear !!!
Thanks god!

Prank

2009-10-12T02:54:00.001-07:00

received a disgusting prank call. It sounded like an old lady.
Me: Hello
Lady: May I speak to Ivan?
Me: Yeah,it's me.
Lady: (blur sound)......
Me: Hello. Who are you? What are you? Where are you from?
Lady: I'm Jenny. Somebody gave me ur number from Facebook.
Me: Facebook??
Lady: Yeah, Facebook.
Me: So what do u want?
Lady: I would like to ask if i'm interested to make love with you, would you like to make love with me????
Me: Huh, You are crazy!!

I'm insane now!

2009-09-28T04:36:00.000-07:00

Finally, my mum scolded the maid! (she's still at my home). I'm alone at home now, I'm not going out for dinner bcoz i feel unwell and another reason is I don't want to have my dinner with that bitch; she's not our friends or family. When my aunt asked her to get changed to go out, she showed her crazy attitude again, saying that she's unhappy, she doesn't want to go out.
What kind of maid to tell the owner that she's unhappy (they asked her to join them)? I'm quite happy now bcoz she got scolded by my mom. Now i'm getting crazy
If i turn psycho one day, it's all her faults! Mom and Dad, pls send her away!

Bitch!

2009-09-02T07:45:00.000-07:00

this crazy maid is indeed a psycho!!!! she thinks that she is cool, being rude to everyone, shouted, screamed....
if u think u r cool, don't stay at my home.....go back to ur country , bitch!!!

i miss British Council

2009-08-30T10:55:00.000-07:00

Oh Christ! I haven't started anything yet!!! I mean my exam...the trial is coming!!! it's so scary...
forget about it...
I wish i can go out with Bee, Ednard, Xinrun, Carol, Gwen and Airifa (maybe Desmond) one day!!! We were like a band in British Council. We talked, sang, jumped, danced, cried....almost every teacher knew us. Of course we miss Frances - our fairy godmother! I promised them that I would have a reunion last Christmas but I didn't, I feel so bad about that.
hopefully we can have one this year:)

He never understands

2009-08-05T05:05:00.000-07:00

I saw his facebook, I always apologize here, he never knows....
He's probably thinking too much, but who cares now? He humiliates me, in front and behind of me.....

Love

2009-08-04T09:20:00.000-07:00

I suspect I might have heart problem.
hopefully it's not true.

* I don't know why Mr. I is hating me, but I hope he's fine now. He is sick.
Sorry friend, I was just acting in school, I don't hate you.

Sad

2009-07-13T23:34:00.000-07:00

i am extremely sad today....my best friends called me a bull dog, pig, ugly....
it hurts....... he even deleted me in his friends list......sad...

I do cherish them...

Jerk

2009-07-02T04:19:00.000-07:00

I'm so frustrated that I am chosen for the National Service and no DJ Talent Search this year!
What even worst was I saw a jerk just now when I took my folio for binding at Young Ones. He was with his girlfriend, and we had the same folio that time, so his girlfriend asked this and that. I accidentally overheard him badmouthed about me!!! He 's such an idiot......
!#$#@%@!$#%
I can't continue again!

Dreams didn't come true

2009-06-30T23:30:00.000-07:00

~National Service pissed me off!!!
I got chosen to go !!! Very angry now!!!

~ No DJ Search this year!!!
Even worst!

Crazy Maid!!!

2009-06-25T00:45:00.000-07:00

I was so frustrated yesterday night! Pour quoi? That crazy maid pinched me when she walked in the house and she lied on my back!!! How can a maid do this? she is too much! Furthermore, she didn't switched off the light in her room, I was the one who switched off for her. Pity for Evelyn!

And today, this completely psycho girl threw all the noodle into the dustbin! We haven't cooked them at all and we wanted to eat!!! Then, my sister asked her who ordered her to throw? My sister could see anxiety in her face ~ thinking for excuses. It's very clear that she threw it. Then she answered, it was my aunt. Heck No! She's been blaming my aunt all the time! We are 100% sure it was her bcoz my aunt promised us to cook them this afternoon, it's 100% impossible that my aunt threw that.
Jesus Christ! This girl has been blaming and lying everyday!

Later, we went to our shop to get some food. Once again she was acting again! This time, she acted very innocent and fierce, telling us the different things in a very unpleasant way ~ No manners!! She even shouted at my grandfather in front of the customers!!! About 20 minutes later, when I was on my way to the shop to get the cheque from my dad, I saw her heading home. Come on, it's only 3p.m. Who gave her permission to go home? So, after I got the cheque, I dashed home .... She locked herself in the room and got changed!
......................................

I 'm so frustrated everytime I talk about her....I can't continue this....Oh Lord!!! Send this psycho home!!!! One thing for sure is she likes to blame my lovely aunty!
BTW, WE LOVE MAI MAI (our aunty)

Soaked in Stress

2009-06-24T10:06:00.000-07:00

I'm on my way to fail, should I continue or give up?

Song of the Week's back

2009-06-15T03:16:00.000-07:00

So, it's been a very long time since I last updated this, my last song of the week was last December... almost 1/2 year!!!
Ok... I hated this singer last time but after listened to her this song for some times, I found that the lyrics are meaningful.
Voila

"The Climb" is the first main single written by Jessi Alexander and Jon Mabe and is sung by Miley Cyrus from the soundtrack to the motion picture "Hannah Montana: The Movie". Although it's a soundtrach, it has charted on the Billboard Chart.

Lyrics
I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what?s waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

Don't Blame!

2009-06-15T02:34:00.000-07:00

I got my exam results today! I got 86 , the highest in class! :P I was very excited at the beginning when I knew my Paper 2 got 56 marks, but when it came to the 30% bonus marks (attitude/homework/tests), I was so surprised when my friends told me I got 29 out of 30! I just can't believe it, this will make a lot of people hate me. Of course I 'm very happy to beat the first boy in class even though it's just a subject bcoz I seldom have this kind of chance. But one thing made me unhappy was I beat Mr. I, he is always good in English - grammar, vocabularies.... He looked livid all day....
The first action he did when he saw my results was :" You Won!!!"

Come on, Mr. I, stop comparing each other, I 'm not your opponent! It may be LUCK!
We never know what'd happen at SPM? Everything can change! Stop being angry!!! I was just doing my best ... Don't blame anyone, blame yourself !

Show Review Part 2

2009-05-22T08:31:00.000-07:00

Let's continue with another reality show
Yup, it's a Malaysia's First Online Reality Model Search, Malaysian Dreamgirl created by Jared Solomon. The second season had ended last Saturday and was held in The Curve, Mutiara Damansara.
Malaysian Dreamgirl is also known as Malaysian version of America's Next Top Model, but it's an online reality television show in which a number of young women compete for the title of Malaysian Dreamgirl and a chance to start their career in the modeling industry.

Some of this season's girls are more interesting and entertaining compared to last year's girls. But only four of them are prettier/look like a model like Juanita, Ming, Dawn and Pinky. I didn't miss any episodes from this season, I did log on to the website from time to time.
When the Top 12 were announced, I had already known that who the top 4 are and what I thought was true, it's Ming, Juanita, Pinky and Dawn. Because they really dominated the
show.....
Ya....The winner is Juanita from Johor, 1st Runner Up is Pinky and 2nd Runner Up is Dawn. But for me, Ming should have been in the Top 3. (Maybe she had a braces on or too short...hahaha)

Ming is my favorite in this season

Here are some other pictures ....I have to agree that their pictures aren't that good compared to ANTM, they need 10000000000 times of improvement!!!
The winner -

Juanita Francis

I like these two pictures, she looks like a real model. But.....

The rest, she does look gorgeous but she has the same face expression ...Worried expression??
For me, her eyes look boring. There's no energy in her eyes, so does her mouth...kinda like smile but no...kinda like fierce ...erm...no....a solemn expression!!! I think it's not Juanita's fault, it's the photographer's fault.....
What the heck were the judges doing?
Is that a shot? or Are you sure they are professional photographer?

This is the worst, I can edit a picture like that!!!! The editing is horrible!!!

Anyway, Congratulations to Juanita!!!!
Show Rating: ★★★ 1/2
Why??? Maybe it's not an international level show....The filming is not good....I prefer ANTM!!! Hehehe....But not all negatives, I love the finale at The Curve, better than last year....Elaine Daly has changed alot in this season, the way she talked in season 2 was not that strict anymore...

Show Review Part 1

2009-05-22T03:27:00.000-07:00

First up, it's

America's Next Top Model Cycle 12 Winner is

Teyona Anderson!!!

I remember when I watched Episode 3 of the season, I knew that she will win because she doesn't look like any previous winner, she looks normal, no one would notice her...but her pictures are good.... That's what I know how America's Next Top Model was found....The most normal girl, the dark horse will win.....

She actually looks a bit like horse in some of her pictures but she 's beautiful hereanyway...

The runner up, Allison, is so adorable ....so cute!!!! She looks very petite and young...I thought she won't make it bcoz she looked really sweet.... That's all! But who knows she made it to the finale??? When she made it to the Top 5, it's totally changed my opinion to her....
LOVE HER!!!Sweet and beautiful...Totally bright future!!!

But in the season, I really loved to see Aminat wins but she finished 3rd. She looks like Danielle of Cycle 6 Winner, I'm a little surprised that none of the judges have mentioned how much Aminat looks like her.....The fans didn't like her in the show bcoz she was safe even though she landed to the bottom 2 almost every week.Aminat's final shot in ANTM

Don't mess up....They are not sister, Aminat is the one with the pink dress....She was the one who has the best body and best runway, unfortunately she was eliminated before the Grand Finale...

Show rating: ★★★★1/2
I did enjoy the show. We can see all beautiful girls who have potential in modeling industry, it just made you nervous and anxious watching the show...I bet your mind will keep thinking "Who will be eliminated?"....

Show Review

2009-05-19T06:35:00.000-07:00

Finally, a bad week has gone!!! All the stupid exams just drive me crazy...Phew, I'm still having exams next week but since I've some time now, it's time to express !!! Keeping is not good~!

I love this month so much, but not the exams. I love this month ! It's bcoz of all the reality shows had ended at last. America's Next Top Model, Survivor Tocantins, Malaysian Dreamgirl and American Idol have ended with wonderful finale.

EXAM!!!

2009-05-17T10:36:00.000-07:00

exam week!!!

I failed my Account, History...

Crazy Maid! Part II

2009-05-05T08:23:00.000-07:00

I'm getting livid with that crazy maid....
I told her that I won't talk to her anymore. And then, she took a candy and showed it to me saying:" I have it...BLABLABLA....
So, that night, when she returned from work, she wanted candies but she couldn't find them bcoz I hid them. She babbling to herself ....BLABLABLA again....still couldn't find them...
Later, she discovered that the person who kept the candies was me, trying to get them from me but failed. So, she tried to attract everyone's attention by napping on her bed, acting ......

But then, when I wanted to give her, she showed her "emo" attitude...
SHE IS A PSYCHO!

Crazy Maid!

2009-05-04T07:40:00.000-07:00

I have a Cambodian maid who is totally a psycho!!! She speaks Cantonese and English (actually, she doesn't know at all)
She is crazy....I dunno why my parents like her so much, they always believe her. Never believe me!!! Sometimes, i really want to slap her but I know this is prohibited.

I could remember she punched me before!!! Is this the way a maid behaves? Heck NO!!! She never shows R-E-S-P-E-C-T to anyone. She always shows her cat face to people, glares at anyone.....Of course, people always think that I'm a little prejudice against her but NO!!! I won't simply scold her, I will only scold her when I see her behaves like a cat, disrespects the elderly.
I also have to admit that I used to spank her hand before when she doesn't behave well.

I understand her feeling of losing her mother at young age but that can't be a reason all the time. She should be independent, obedient and not whining and complaining this and that or shouting!!!She shouts at the owner 's house!!! Can u believe that??
yUCKS!!! She has an exaggerated attitude !!!!

Top Model Parody

2009-04-27T09:06:00.000-07:00

Hahahaha.... i remember Top Model's Miss Jay always likes to tease those girls who have their makeovers by making this shots!!!
Here is mine after having my own makeover!

What I expected

2009-04-18T07:06:00.000-07:00

My thought was RIGHT
Those who wished me on my birthday and the eve were

Harry (via comments)
Whei Yi (via SMS)
Nina (via SMS)
Lena aka Vegetarian Lady (via MMS)
Rong Yao (via SMS)
Lynn (via SMS)
Elaine (Cousin)
Jie Ying (via phone call)
Jinny (via msn)
Kathy (via msn)
Esther (via msn)
Jazmine (via msn)
Chun Eu (via msn)
Karthing (via msn)
Ednard (via msn)
Tan Lon Eng
Nina's mother!!!
Harry, Jessica Tan wished me a week before

Most of them are girls....So here are the winners :
The GIRLS!!!!

once again, THANK YOU!!!

My One-Year Blog Anniversary

2009-04-17T08:29:00.000-07:00

Song: Not Anymore by LeToya Luckett

Wow.... 17 !!! This midnight, I will get one year older, so does djivanpang.blogspot.com.
I will always remember my blog which was created last year on 4/18/2008 ( bcoz it's indeed the easiest way to remember). It's been a year!!Woo ...I just can't believe!!! It's an anniversary!!!
Birthday Wishes
(1) Work on my fitness
(2) Happy
(3) Win the DJ Contest
(4) Not get chosen for N.S
(5) All dreams come true!!!
My favorite gift would be :
Bring Peperony back !!!!

I can't imagine how big is it now....

My words
I don't know whether I should say this or not, having my own blog like the others has changed my life (I think). The reasons why djivanpang.blogspot.com. is lack of "stories" are bcoz of :
（1） I have no time and.....
（2） I don't know how to write.
To be honest, I'm not really good in English (I can only write in simple/basic English); I really need a large space to improve and make great progress. Besides, I don't want to embarass myself and insult or misuse English like some of my friends did. It's cool to write in English but I do think that the readers are the most importance. We must make them understand and touch but not make them laughing in front of the monitor.

4/18/2008- 4/17/2009 Annual Report
I first used thefrenchivanpang.blogspot.com as my url. But after participating in the DJ Talent Show, I decided to change it to djivanpang.blogspot.com which is much appropriate and suitable for my personality and dream. My blog didn't receive good responses like Ian (one of the rookie) or others bcoz I didn't promote it to my friends. But it was all thanks to Ian who told me what to do and then my blog was officially known by a few people in this small world on October2008. I have a chat box, music and links now! Thanks Ian!

At djivanpang.blogspot.com, you can see most of the "stories" are talking about friends, enemies and music reviews. Thus far, I have banners, photos and header but haven't got a beautiful layout. I'm still trying, I've been trying to copy and paste some codes there but it didn't work! So, I promise, since it's an anniversary, I will have a new layout !!!

Hopefully a new layout....

How about the main topic?
Talking all about my blog anniversary? Yeah, of course! Nothing special on my birthday even the eve of my birthday. My boys' friends are all realistic, haven't/never wished me this evening, but my girls' friends did!!! They are really nice gals!!! It's really a shame for me this year. No comments on friendster, no presents, no people wished me..... Luckily, I reminded Jazmine to accompany me......
and for tomorrow, although it's my big day, I still have to go to my "favorite subject" - Maths' tuition; which means I have to waste 1h30 there. I was actually planning to go to RED BOX but I had to cancel it bcoz of this stupid tuition....it's not a good day this year...

Anyway, it's my birthday, I should feel happy about it!

Bon anniversaire à moi-même!!! P.S. My longest blog so far!!!!
"Never accept fate"

Lil Rounds is no longer safe

2009-04-15T05:13:00.000-07:00

American Idol 8 has changed!!! First, they have a new panel called Kara DioGuardi. Second, new rules, the judges can choose to save them if they are in the bottom 2 but no one was saved.

I'm really disappointed watching this season. Why????
1) The girls are gone
2) Why Anoop Desai?
3) Can you believe Lil Rounds was landed to the bottom 3???

Last week at the elimination, I really can't believe that Lil Rounds was in the bottom 3. She was praised by all the judges at the beginning of the show but lately she is not getting. According to some polls on several websites, she isn't a fan favorite. It seems like Adam and Danny are dominating the whole competition. I really love Lil Rounds, I first watched her from the audition's episode and I knew she will be the finalist, so did she. I hate Simon for prejudicing her!!!!!!! Let's pray for Lil Rounds so that she can make it to the Top 5!!!! She is a good singer.

My favorite in this season

Sorry Sean, I hate ebay

2009-03-19T08:00:00.001-07:00

I hate ebay now. Here is why:

I admit that I lied one of the seller who I supported him all the time.
I 've always bought cds from him although I wasted a lot of money. He had one Usher's Confession cd which costed RM 18-20, so I accidentally bought it (REALLY didnt mean to). Then, I saw another Usher's Confession cd but it's a deluxe version, so I lied him that my sister bought it via using my ebay account. Who doesn't want a better thing? I know that's the only way to escape from wasting money.........

But it's been months.....he suddenly replied saying that I lied him ....blablablabla!!!!!!!!!!
Come on, you are a seller, I'm a buyer; you are an adult, I'm a teenager, it's a small method, not a big deal, just forget it!!!!! That's the only way .....be open minded, he should think how i used to help him..... I have apologized so .....

Anyway, as a gentleman, Sean, I'M SORRY!
hopefully we don't disturb each other again.

Test passes away

2009-03-14T09:41:00.000-07:00

Andrew Martin aka Test passed away.
He was one of my favorite wrestler but he 's dead; he died in March 13, 2009. What a pity, I always want to be like him - real hunk, strong and handsome.
I didn't watch his matches that much because he was a heel (kinda sensitive to heels) and I knew that he had made good wrestling matches. I remember he used to have long hair which was very not suitable for him; but later he cut them off and he looked million times better then. I just can't believe he's died. I really can't believe!! Totally shock when I visited Red Hot Divas' website. He was found dead in his Tampa, Florida home on March 13, 2009. He was 33 years old (Really pity) and the cause of death is unknown at this time. He was four days shy of his 34th birthday(Tres PITY).
Honestly, we really don't know what would happen to us the next day; so, love and treasure every single person in your life.
My condolence to Andrew Martin "Test"!!! You will always be remembered!!! R.I.P

How do I spend this short holiday?

2009-03-13T06:10:00.000-07:00

Finally, I'm back!!! I was really lazy for the past few weeks, so no blogs.
I'm very busy now. Although I have SPM this year, I don't feel like I'm a candidate, I feel more like a businessman. I'm not busy of studying but to finish loads of stupid projects. We've got Chinese, Malay, Civic, Economic, Moral and more....

How do I spend my this short holiday?
Yes, I do go for hotel stay but I have to bring all my projects there - to complete them. Are these teachers insane? Come on! We're SPM's candidates, we shouldn't spend time on these useless projects, they don't work for us . Why don't they let us study during these few days? The exam is over, it's time for us to rest or revise and not doing these stupid projects!!!
My parents keep advising me to study but who knows? Do we have time? Do they know that we have loads of stupid projects?

Reminiscences

2009-02-05T06:39:00.000-08:00

Of course I wanted to be in this photo. Thank you Jessica! For me, it was an amazing experience to participate in such contest, to find and determine my future. This is what I want in the future - HAPPY, FAMOUS and LIKABLE.

My hopes in 2009 KDU DJ Talent Search
I want to make it this year to prove that I'm into DJ-ing.
I want to crown as a winner this year.
I want to hear my name to be announced as a winner and not a loser.
I want to be more relax and confident on the stage.
I want to perform without scripts.
I want to be honest to everyone.

Also, I hope this competition will still continue on. Here I Am 2009!

DJ Jessica, DJ Andrea, DJ Maya & DJ Jin
Thank You for the supports!

2009's wishes

2009-01-25T09:12:00.000-08:00

I hope life in 2009 goes well.
1. Healthy
2. Hardworking and get distinction for my SPM.
3. I speak fluently in French.
4. Gain Muscle!!! (back to the gym)
5. Win the DJ Contest!!!
6. Stay away from trouble.
7. Money Money Money
8. Happy
9. Not get chosen for N.S (I don't want to waste time)
10. Dreams come true!!!

Bad Escape!!!

2009-01-25T09:03:00.000-08:00

Q: Which school will you be studying next year and what course will you be taking?
A: KDU and Mass Communication.

Oh no!!! Not again!!! I don't want to see anyone I knew in college bcoz I want nobody to know my history!!! But anyway, this is life; once you escape, you will escape forever! I should face it, I believe he will grow up next year. May we be the best friend!

2009, Make me proud in education like 2004 !!!

2009-01-05T01:50:00.000-08:00

Today is the 1st day for school! I was so nervous bcoz I didn't know what would happen on me...Luckily, it was a normal day for me. I am so excited bcoz we retain two of our teachers but we have a teacher called David Christopher is freakin' boring. He talked like praying, sleeping when he was writing (What we saw) and even asked us to waste a lot of money on his works in the "FUTURE".

The headmaster then came to our class during our Chinese lesson, he talked a lot of rubbish regarding what we wrote to him last year about to retain the teachers....... He also stated that he believes our class will be the 1st class to go up to the stage one by one to receive our graduation certificates; which means we all will be graduated together and break some records! Can we????
I can imagine how it will go but later when I asked some of my classmates abt whether they can make it or not . They answered me if there "someone" is still in this class, the class will still remain the same. Yeah, everyone was saying about him. I really hope we can graduate together and really break the records. I am trying to avoid trouble this year, I want it goes smooth; all I need to focus is EDUCATION.

Hopefully, the place that I am sitting right now, is the place where I begin my journey, which is a place for me to motivate myself to be hardworking. I really hope some of them can wake up and stand for themselves. This is the final year, whether you succeed in the future or not; this is the time. I want to be somebody famous and tell someone my story so 2009, make me proud in education again like what 2004 went through.

I am still Lovin' Life!!! Never let the fears come or affect you!!! Have faith!!!

365 days

2008-12-07T09:57:00.000-08:00

~Five hundred twenty-five thousand six hundred minutes~
How do I use it????
I wasted 3/4 for school (That's a MUST)
I wasted for works
I'm lazy now, I missed blogging, body-building, studying..................
Sucks!!!

I believe that doomsday is the last day of a person's life and not the last day of the world for everyone. I don't believe doomsday although I heard it before. I'm still young, I haven't done what I want to do, my dreams, my love.......It's unfair for young people! So, God! I love my life !!! Please let me live longer.

Dommage !!!

2008-11-22T03:28:00.000-08:00

I'm so tired now...I went back to gym last week but was inactive for a week due to the art camp; and I went back to the gym again today. It makes me feel like I'm a wrestler who used to be very active but suddenly disappear and wrestle in several dark matches. I feel like I'm that kind of wrestler who only wrestles for dark match or house show; I will only appear in the gym on every Saturday. Hahahaha....I think I have great imagination! What worries me is how I am going to have a sexy body!!! How long will it takes? I have been waiting for 3 years. Can I make it?

I haven't studied yet. That sucks ....I'm worrying day by day; this is serious, can I make it next year? But I have already started to prepare my scripts for next year DJ Contest. I hope I can make another history like Seumas. I got to do it now! I'm also freakin' nervous now bcoz tomorrow is my very 1st French Delf Exam! I hope I can make it ! I don't want to be just pass, I hope to get a merit or distinction.

Song of the Week 2

2008-11-21T08:13:00.000-08:00

Hi, once it got started....It will continue...
Here is another song of the week, especially for girls!
This is a song about how a girl loves her boy so much but is then seperated.
Love Story" is a country song by Taylor Swift collected in her second studio album, "Fearless" but it is yet to debut in Malaysia (You can listen this song from AT40). "Love Story" was released as a single on September 12, 2008. It debuted at #25 on the Billboard Hot Country Song becoming Swift's highest debuting song on that chart of her career. I heard from Ryan Seacrest's AT40 which Swift told him that all her songs are to tease those boys who don't take love serious; and she got hurt. So, she usually expresses her feelings after break-up, fall in love.....in her song.

I give it ☆☆☆☆

Naima Mora!

2008-11-21T07:17:00.000-08:00

Hey .... I look like Naima Mora of America Next Top Model!!!
I just had my makeover!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA
Can u belive that???? No... I have shorter 1

Song of the Week

2008-11-21T06:42:00.000-08:00

Hey! It's been very very long time that I didn't work as a "Dee Jay".
OK, I have got what to share with you so ***
"I Hate This Part" is the third single from The Pussycat Dolls' sophomore studio album, Doll Domination. It was released in the U.S. to mainstream radio on October 21, 2008.
"I Hate This Part" started getting high radio play in Malaysia now!!! It also on its way to appear on "Ivan's iChart". DJ Ivan is rooting for this song!!!
I love this part :P
I give it ☆☆☆☆☆

I want to have a Eurasian DNA

2008-11-20T07:51:00.000-08:00

Phew! Finally, the art camp is over. It was amazing. I felt so fortunate being a part of the traditional costume workshop.
Here are my amazing journey
Day 1 : We played a game by seperating into 2 tribes. It was an easy game. All we have to do is to shout the opponent's name. I felt so proud that I gained the first point for my group. We won.
We also started our sketching for our products.
Day 2: This day is one of the most memorable event in my life, a visit to Aunty Ann's house. Before visiting her, we were all in Chulia Street sketching on people clothes.
We headed to Love Lane at 10 a.m. Then he is a Eurasian( with a lot of foreign DNAs - Spanish, Hongkese, Chinese, Portuguese, American, Siamese ) Her house used to be a very big house but no longer now.She told us that her great x4 grandmother was a Siamese Princess..........Then, she showed us some photos and antiques that she still has and told us about them. I can't believe that she could still remember all these memories.

I was almost cried because I felt ashamed although being pure chinese. We do not have any family histories unlike Aunty Ann. I hope that I can visit her again.

We were then got back to "Cheah Kongsi" to receive our sketching. I decided to draw a guy for my product bcoz my partner's work was horrible and it didn't have chemical mixture feeling.

Day 3: We worked on our products. It looked like Project Runway. I was the slowest participant to get my stuff dried. I found that I was quite creative with those texttiles and fabrics.
We were asked to be stayed until 3 p.m. I was actually wanted to buy an Indian's clothe but the salesman told me to go to Kamdar to buy. So, I headed back to "Cheah Kongsi". But on my way back, I found a restaurant which sells western foods; and I went there to enjoy my meal.

Day 4: We were all ready to show our products. That was the time to sell our products. I found that I was one of a few who finished our works. I feel proud of myself. Then, I was excited to show my clothes at the fashion show later. At 12 p.m., I introduced to my friends that restaurant that I went before. I ordered the same thing but with more delicious fish cake and egg. I felt so lucky that I was the first person to have my food which made my fellow friends drooled. Hahahahaha!!! And they needed to wait for very long time.

I was told to present about the "letters" that we learnt. I was so nervous bcoz I was told 10 minutes before the presentation. Although I talked very fast but I didn't make any mistakes. But my friends did. The presentation was horrible but we have models. Thanks God!

*Photos will be uploaded soon!

Can I make it?

2008-11-15T20:52:00.000-08:00

I'm so sorry that I didn't post any new blogs because of my stupid sister who losts my adapter . I actually had a lot pictures and blogs to share with you guys but I'm sorry. I will try my best to post them soon! :)
Wow , I just make my gym returned yesterday. It was cool, no one was there. I continued what I can!!! Hopefully, I can make a change for my body!
I vowed to study this holiday, can i ?

I'll be back very very soon!!!

2008-10-30T21:42:00.000-07:00

It's been a month !!! I stopped going to British Council, my second home. I always hope that they will organize a reality students competition(just like Survivor), so that i could vote that stupid Donkey out!!! Poor little Eddy got insulted after my departure. I just can't believe that he did that to little Eddy. One thing that I feel really jubilant because of the success of showing the inner ugliness of that Donkey to my family (I mean British Council). Some of them may not believe me at the beginning but with the evidence, it proves that I was telling the truth !!!
One big news for British Council's Buddies is......
I decided to grant their wishes and come back. But the date has not confirmed yet, so Stay Tuned!!! I'll be back to kick somebody's ass! I want to show them a new side of Ivan !!!

I'm Broke from inside and outside

2008-10-30T06:27:00.000-07:00

I'm broke/broken heart now for.....
1) Buying CDs (my hobby)
2)I can't do well in the exam
3)I'm worried about my CDs from Red Fm, I didn't know that there's a condition. I may get disqualified to get the CDs, hopefully it won't happen to me; I hope that they can forgive me because I'm really new to their radio station. Furthermore, the DJs picked my name !!! It sucks to me! Hopefullt they call me!!! I'm not greedy, I really want them!!!
4)I lost my flash Drive.
5)I'm worried about my SPM and the percentage for attending the graduation day next year.
6)I hate my body.

I hope that I can face and beat them in a positive way !!!

Survivor sucks!!! I love Kelly Czarnecki

2008-10-24T07:27:00.000-07:00

Today was the first day of my final exam, it's a long way to go. I was better, just a but of

I didn't go to the gym because it was raining heavily and my mother has a terrible temper this evening. I'm so frustrating for Survivor Gabon 's Fang members voted Kelly out. Although she is weak, she has the brain; she knows what they think of. I'm freakin' hate Randy and Fang's tribes. They all voted for what they have seen at the Tribal Council, not the challenge or reward. I disagree they voted for Kelly. Kelly stuck with them but......That sucks!

Love her attitude and sexiness! I love Kelly

I hate to see this!!!

I will kill him!

2008-10-22T05:57:00.000-07:00

I will kill him!!!! He is brainless, crazy.......He simply walked to my table and drank my water without asking me anything. How rude was this guy??? I did push him at that time bcoz I don't like to share things with the others. Furthermore, he didn't ask me and then he stared at me with his big cat 's eyes!!! He thinks that I will afraid of him - NEVER!!! Later, I apologized to him but he didn't care. Now, I don't think I should say sorry to him bcoz it was his fault!!!! I don't know why a lot of people hate to say sorry unlike me....It's just a word? Is that that difficult to open your mouth and say sorry???
This kind of people never want to face their problems themselves, they will ask someone to help them..... I also can't believe the one I trust the most didn't stand with me and even teased me!!!!

My very first E-Bay!!!

2008-09-30T07:24:00.000-07:00

I bought a CD from Amazon.com and the money will be donated to Stand Up To Cancer Charity....
Donations really make people happy!!!
Then, i surfed ebay.com.my.... I always believed that EBAY is a liar..... I found that the cds sold in EBAY are cheap by a seller called Sean . So I checked carefully and bought 10 CDs in one day ...IT'S ONLY RM 130 plus Pos Laju.... Although some of it were used by someone before but they are still new.....But for some, they are completely sealed and new....the seller told me that his friend won it from Radio Station...He is helpful, he helps his friends to sell this disc...
I bought 10 cds....and will be sent by Pos Laju.... I was worried that he is a liar but he is honest actually!!!
He sent it on yesterday (Monday) which I can get it today...I woke up at 9.00a.m to wait for the Pos Laju's man because I never saw Pos Laju before....I waited about 3 hours... Finally , he came....with his orange car, asked me to sign and gave me a big pack cds....
The seller wrapped it nicely.....Nice...Nice....Nice....
He is honest!!!
Nelly Furtado, James Blunt, Letoya .....Wow!!!! WOw
I still dont know when can i tear the plastic...!!!!

I love Aussie

2008-09-30T07:19:00.000-07:00

I worked in my dad's restaurant ....It's actually close on every Monday but for these travelers, we opened.... They are from Aussie...they are beautiful , they look mature although they are only 15 years old...They are polite, friendly, they even say thank you when they left.....When I collected the dirty plates, I found that they wrote something on the plate and serviette....
"Terima Kasih" and Thank You!!! Oh my gosh, they are nice!!!

Dream

2008-09-30T06:37:00.001-07:00

We went to Red Box around 3.00pm sang like idiot (especially me) Then, I went to Chilli's for the very first time with my sisters and Michelle ..... I captured a lot there....eating delicious food.....I ate a big plate of chicken and prawns with plenty of rice....I still felt hungry after eating mine...Just nice that my sisters gave me their Lamb ....
Total spent : RM 160

Then we went shopping. Shopping for me is going to Tower Records or Artist Gallery.... I was almost broke but still wasted money for my hobby - Collecting Music Albums
I bought Jesse McCartney's Departure and Natasha Bedingfield's Pocketful of Sunshine from Artist Gallery and The Script from Tower Records... all together less than RM 100 :p
I LOVE THE SONGS!!!

Later when we were back home, I rushed to my room quickly kept my cds in the drawer....
I found that the drawer aren't that full, it's only 1/4 .....So I plan to collect more money to buy.....
Here is the photo....it's just a few.......

Pray for the CDs

2008-09-19T21:37:00.000-07:00

It's a bit of late to share this but ....
My very official 1st Galaxie Magazine finally safely received.... I remember it was 19 September 2008 , printed my name, my address and the expiry date which is 2 years later..... I 'm waiting for the galaxy free album.... Pray Pray Pray.........

Day of Nothing

2008-09-16T08:55:00.000-07:00

I 'm angry now for being scolded by my parents. I wanted to use the PC but it was used by my sister for watching those stupid drama ~ Sucks
I'm kinda hate Taiwan's Drama because they are all fools. I remembered she watched them yesterday on youtube but she was still having the dramas on the PC just now. I was angry because she has ASTRO, 2 Taiwan's Drama........... I have nothing. I was frustrated until my unlucky father called home, I picked up the phone with my emo voice....kinda like shouting but not.......and my father "reported it " my mum .........................
No more french class for you, No more gym class for you....Fetch Fetch Fetch....blablablabla.... Come on, pay me for the driving class....and they won't have any problems anymore......

Alliance Francaise!!!! My boring day ever!

2008-09-16T08:39:00.000-07:00

I was excited this morning because I will be facing my very first french conversation class later. Selvee sent me a messsage that the class has cancelled but I didn't read it. If I read it, I will still go because I promised Nina that I will bring some foods there to eat.I went there after school with those foods and shakes for Nina. When I reached Alliance Francaise, I saw a lot of students reading their notes; Nina and Selvee quickly came towards me told me that the class has cancelled because of the Delf and Dalf Exam. What can I do with my foods there? Throw them? I went to the kitchen and ate our delicious vegetarian food.

Later, we asked each other whether stay or leave? We choosed to stay because I need some help from Nina for my English's project and she can do her homeworks too. We felt bored and almost felt asleep but we still stayed until 6pm.

My Chart {Sneak Peak}

2008-09-10T09:22:00.000-07:00

Why this picture? Because I want to show everyone that this song really makes me crazy!!! Within 2 hours, it made it into the Top 30 Chart of my iTunes!!!! That's my chart!!! This is Just Stand Up!
Feel it, don't just listen!!!

Just Stand Up!

2008-09-10T08:55:00.000-07:00

I love Just Stand Up! by Mariah Carey, Beyoncé, Mary J. Blige, Rihanna, Fergie, Sheryl Crow, Melissa Etheridge, Natasha Beddingfield, Miley Cyrus, Leona Lewis, Carrie Underwood, Keysha Cole, Leann Rimes, Ashanti & Ciara. It's so touched when I listened to it.
I felt like I would like to join Stand Up for Cancer when I grow up if I'm celebrity. It's a amazing song!
To those who have cancer,
Just Stand Up and Don't Give Up!!!
Fight for it!!!

Phew!

2008-09-10T08:33:00.000-07:00

Finally, I received my CDs this afternoon. I was in the bathroom, I didn't get it myself. My aunt got it for me from the postman. I quickly captured the big envelope....Slowly and carefully, I opened it.... I saw Sara Bareilles' album....Phew!! Luckily, I didn't buy....Thanks GOD!
But for another album, it's Janet Jackson's Discipline....That was what I really won from the radio station. I hated it so much, no wonder that guy in charge of these CDs told me that this album is in bad condition. The bad condition means " Special Malaysia Edition". It looks so suck with the Logo and I should have told him that I didn't want that album if it's "Malaysia Edition". It has no lyrics inside.

I realized that Sara Bareilles' is 100% from Label Company because there's a "Not For Sale" stuck on the album. But for the Janet's album, I thought it was bought from some CD's shop because it has price on it and still wrapped in plastic. I should have told him that I didn't want it.... It would be so great if it's a "Imported" logo on it. It became my 3rd Malaysis Edition Album!!!!
Anyway....Thank you TRAXX!

The Forcing Happy Birthday !!!

2008-09-05T08:28:00.000-07:00

Ok...Thanks to Wei Loon to ask me to wish him Happy Birthday!!! So i just did that but no replied...
Fine!!! Luckily, I wasn't touching my heart wished him!!! I don't know why? I need just a "Sorry" comes out from his mouth not by messaging in MSN... Simple!!! But he's still insulting me no matter what......
What did he do to me?
I was whispering with someone and he thought we're badmouthed about him...Then he badmouthed about me....insulted me, teased me .....I know he doesn't have the guts to say a word from his mouth so he asked someone to help him....No more forever friends!!!
Later, he didn't apologise to me in the tuition class...I was really pissed off.....It was almost a day and you've got two chances to apologise by opening your mouth but you didn't do it at all....Until that night, in MSN.....he finally apologised...Inside my heart, I would forgive him...He should have kept his mouth shut but he didn't....I knew he was trying to explain...What can you do when a person reaches his/her boiling points? Just let me scold you, it was your fault!!! And I would forgive you...BUT ...IT'S DONE!!!

The "DAMNazing" Race

2008-08-31T10:52:00.000-07:00

I know it's a bit of late but I still need to post it....
This was about a week ago - The Merdeka Run!!!
What a long way from Jalan Sultan Mansor Shah to Gurney and then back to Jalan Sultan Mansor Shah again....It's about 10- 15 km.That made my leg pained for a week....
But it's worth because whoever competed in 90 minutes will get a medal!!!

Friends

2008-08-30T11:05:00.000-07:00

What is your feeling when you get hurt but your best friends?
I will feel so disappoint because he/she doesn't stand by you.... A friend shouldn't suspect each other......

New Bitch!!!

2008-08-21T10:00:00.000-07:00

Yeah!!! Dad just bought a toy poodle!!! Love it!!! We called it Bailey...it's brown...just like a toy....
Unfortunately, she has to sleep with Nike, the eldest dog in my house!!!!

Hopeless!

2008-08-19T09:26:00.000-07:00

I just read Seumas' blog, I felt so ............................hopeless in my English.....My grammar ...........................................................................................................................................................
...........................................................................................................................................................
How are you going to win the DJ Search?????

I'm hopeless now!!!!

Album of the Month

2008-08-19T09:02:00.000-07:00

Back Home is the ninth album of Westlife. I thought it was a horrible album but after I listened to the songs in this album.....It's amazing.
I think this is a worth buy album. It's cheap, nice decorated......
I give it 5/5 stars!!!

Winners make sacrifices

2008-08-19T08:41:00.000-07:00

I sent a few messages to Kelvin, asking about whether he's going to the gym or not. He replied:
I am nt going. U go. I go myself other day
I didn't want to go at the beginning but my sister convinced me to go. Not going to the gym?! Who cares? Yeah ! Who cares? He didn't want to go, that's his problem. I will gain, he will lose. Does he like bodybuilding? Or just fulfill the trainer who is his father's best friend? I don't think I need his hand anymore, I can do it myself. Winners make sacrifices

I don't understand why I need someone to accompany me to go to the gym. Maybe I don't have the gut or maybe I don't like loneliness. Maybe?
The reasons why I go to the gym are: I want to have great body! I want to take off my clothes on the beach! I don't want to get insulted by whoever!I want my dream comes true! Maybe this is a "game" from the GOD! I must try whatever things to make sure I reach, have, prove it. I really need miracle or magic.

Holidays

2008-08-19T08:33:00.000-07:00

I love this week ~ Holidays Although it's only a few days, I want to enjoy it. I hate school, it's just a road that we must walk, run or jump. Unless you have an opportunity to go further or you quit. I just want to do my best and reach the end of this road. I'm listening to Magic by Colbie Caillat now..... really need that "Magic".

It was amazing!!!

2008-08-08T07:51:00.000-07:00

Being a part of this competition was really fun.....I couldn't believe that I met so many people, especially Seumas, one of the people that I wanted to know and Jessica, the best mentor ever!!!
I know that I didn't win but it was amazing, a life lesson learned .....I will miss the studio!!!
I promise that I will come back next year and I 'm not going to disappoint anyone again !!!

I lost !!! My Life?

2008-08-06T05:04:00.000-07:00

I didn't win...it was so closed ....i guessed....really that closed...
Everyone knew the Top 3 will surely be Seumas, Zoe or me but unfortunately it wasn't me.... I just can't believe that the DJ Janrius said that my voice was boring?!!! Really?
I knew I was nervous at the beginning because I was No.2 but I recovered very good .... This competition format was a bit of complicated....Studio DJ or Live Entertaining???
I just can't believe that I can't even make it to the Top 3....It sucks.... That's my dream but....I will go for the second time next year....but I know the percentage to be the Champion next year is low...
That's impossible to have a 2nd chance champion....
:( Sorry DJ Jessica.....

Am I the weakest link?

2008-07-29T09:12:00.000-07:00

They are strong!!!!
I'm so nervous. Thinking of this competition .............
Please pray for me for not getting nervous!! Relax.... Please make me entertain the audience.....
I want to prove this to that person. I might be a bit of brainless in Maths but not everything!!!

Wish moi Luck!

I'm almost there!!!

2008-07-26T10:37:00.000-07:00

I made it!!!! I'm in the Finale!!! Please support me...I really hope that I can win my first i-???!!!
Thanks Jessica!!!! Please pray for me for not being nervous!!!!

2008-07-24T23:47:00.000-07:00

I love this movie so much!!!!
I don't really like Carrie (Sarah Jessica Parker), she's so boring... I would have to say Samantha(Kim Cattral) and Miranda (Cynthia Nixon) rock on the movie!!!

Luckily, I watched it!!! It's not about SEX but LIFE!

I'm Crazy now!!!

2008-07-16T09:13:00.000-07:00

I'm in the competition. They just called me today....Thanks God for giving me this chance! Those CDs did work for me!!!! Please wish me luck and make me to the semifinal, I don't want to be eliminated from the first round. My passion in this industry is freakin' strong!!!
I'm crazy now!!!

No more ... I saw him...

2008-06-23T04:28:00.000-07:00

Is a weird title....I knew!
I 'm not going to mention anyone here. He was so mean, threw the worm to me; I hit him with the newspaper, he punched me; than I injured now. It's true that he can choose for not throwing his best friend that worm but he did not choose the good one. He choosed to throw and I hit him with just newspaper. But he punched my back. I'm so ready to get back to the gym but now.......Dream smashed !

I sent him a message, joking that I have to rest for one week. He thought that's real, replied those stupid messages with those bad words. That was really rude. Until a message showing what I hated the most and I found that he was not the real person, he was just a "fulfil your fantasy player". Saying what he finally wants.....but he did not know I hurt the most. I can't believe this, he treated all those messages as real(.....I apologize here.....if u see this). Since he hated me, clearly shown that there's no real trusted friend in this world except girls and animals.

I'm So Perfect now!

2008-06-18T09:32:00.001-07:00

I never look people down, I believe everyone is same in this world ~ PERFECT~. I used to not believe in perfect but I realized that I was wrong. Everything is perfect, we are the one who change it. If you give yourself 85% - 95% whatever you do, you are just almost perfect but I give myself 100% no matter what because I always do my best! Please feel proud of what you have done, it's your work! Don't feel regret in your heart, regret it on your face.