I hurt myself

I fell down with my hand holding a can of coke. It was for Juanna. My knee is pain. I can't see the bruise yet but I'm worried, no gym for me this week. ARGHHH... i had missed so many training sessions in the past few weeks, now even worst!!! If I want to go tomorrow, I have to be extremely careful...it's so unlucky for me today!!!

Everyone has their stories

I really want to be their best or favorite friend. They are really nice in class. But, I started to worry if one day , somebody tells them something about me. The past has passed. Everyone has their stories. I hope they are still my friends if they know about me. I think I should talk to them. I love L6A2 . I still want to say that in my next blog.

Brothers and Sisters

Finally, I'm happy. I never felt happy in school, this is like the 1st time in my life I say happy about school. I'm currently in Methodist Boys' School as a sixth-former. Although it is just a month, I can imagine it. I love my new friends here. I hope they are still my friends when we are 30, 40, 50 years old.... I'm so happy to have them. It is so difficult to describe them, they are really good.
The boys are like my brothers and the girls are like my sisters. I am so thankful to God!

I'M SORRY, BABY

I beat it, I slapped it, kicked the cage to make it to be quiet bcoz I didn't want my mom to scold anyone. I'm sorry, puppy ! I took them home because I knew doggies like their size won't live happy in a messy resident area. So, I took them back home secretly. I got a scolding from my mother which I expected. I decided to give them to Nina bcoz I knew Nina and her sisters had been dying to have a dog in her home. So, I called her, told her everything bcoz these 2 puppies had to be gone asap. Unfortunately, Nina was not in Penang, she couldn't get both the puppies at that time. I had to keep them for a while. Days passed, my decision of giving both of them to Nina changed as I found out one of them likes to make noises and my uncle told me to sell it at least at a cheap price. Besides, I was very sure that Nina will return the noisy's one to me. So, I called her immediately to tell her everything. To make everything good for Nina, I observed and observed... it's the one, the one with the blue collar and not the one with no collar.... What a relief, it has a better home. I had given the one which is more obedient to Nina's family this afternoon, leaving the noisy one in the cage. It's really sad to separate them but my brain was blank... I couldn't do anything to help it... My uncle may sell it to a dog farm, it may die, may have a good family like Nina's. I have to send it away....No one would want a noisy dog...but until I saw it sleeping on the floor now....it looked quiet, charming - completely different....I feel sad to send it out from my home bcoz it's just a puppy....its life may change..... I totally can't imagine tomorrow....this is the dilemma i have everytime - to give/leave/sell a dog...I'm too worried of about their life although they are just animals....
I love you, puppy... may God finds you a nice home like Nina's:)

I'm curently listening to Lady Antebellum's American Honey.

I am Nothing

I'm furious! Seeing people enter their college's life next week and I am nothing now. I have a dream but it's not the time yet. Mr. Ken called me. My plans were perfectly done many years ago but something changed. Why do people like those idiots didn't get chosen for NS? My plan now is to learn something basic now and work to earn some money, I feel bad to be chosen for the NS. it 's ruined my life. I can't imagine going to that place. I hope it's not true, I'm trying to avoid that...I need to leave

Kinda miss my friends but.....it's done

Vaness

"But according to her
I'm good lookin',
incredible.

According to her
I'm nice,
perfect."

where are you, Vannes???
you have deleted ur friendster's account....i can't even find u....

Dream Big

"If we don’t Dream Big
What’s the use in dreaming
If you don’t have faith
there’s nothing worth believing
It takes one hope
To make the stars worth reaching for
So reach out for something more"