Revamp

What can i do with this old and unread blog???
I need to polish up everything maybe do some show or music reviews again??? Galaxie has revamped their magazines for years and i think i have to too.

Dreams off

I have a lot of dreams..oops had a lot of dreams...
I'm stuck here... Turning 20 this April but i still got beaten by mum. My family never understands me. It hurts when mum beat me =(
No more dream come true or what. I just wasted my STPM but i had the greatest time in MBS. No more university ....gonna work 4ever...

I'm heartbroken.
I've lost a lot of friends. I called them Best Friends; I was completely wrong especially two who I really treated them like real brothers. Someone who I almost argued with my S.I.S over them.
I really love Lakoda Rayne from X Factor USA. I really love these girls but they were all eliminated. Anyway still love them especially this song.
Here is my own version of lyrics.

You're on the phone
with your fan favorite ‒ she's upset
he's having something
about something that I don't
'cause she/he doesn't get your humor like I do.
I'm in my room ‒ it's a typical Tuesday night.
I'm listening to the kind of music he doesn't like.
He'll never know your story like I do.

But he looks better
I look normal
He's club captain
And I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time.

If you could see
That I'm the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you see
you are my brother

Prom

I'm very happy, it's been so many months and i still can't forget this. My biggest achievement of life - won the prom. I'm the prom king of MBS . can't believe i did it. It was amazing seriously, not only Sean and I made a very memorable prom night for everyone, all those works paid off. I also won the prom king. One thing I regret is I didn't bring my camera at prom, so I didn't take a lot of photos. I definitely love MBS. It gives me everything i didnt have in my previous school, gonna leave this school soon, I don't know how I would feel; just can't imagine. I've known the results of my STPM, I 've known that I won't pass but I have to say I enjoyed being a part of MBS.

i 'm having the worst feeling of the world. i shud be patient, i shud be quiet.....i need to change

I don't respect this couple

i feel so bad now!
I had the best attitude in the shop just now, i handled things well as Aunty Luan was at the counter too. I didn't even feel frustrated even though the orders kept coming in. But they couldn't, taking bills, getting signatures for the cards; so I went to help. Everything was fine until that fucking bitch yelled at me, I was trying to help as I could handle. I hate people yelling at me when I try to help or can handle thing well. So did her husband backing her, even insulted me. I feel embarrassed, I got scolded by my workers with no reason bcoz that bitch is his wife?! I kept quiet as I knew if I replied, troubles will come. My mum will feel even more worried, I want them to enjoy there. But nobody trusts me!
I just can't stand how his husband reacted just now, backing her, even said walk out from the shop blablabla....these people are horrible people, remember when they need help from us???

Oh life again, mum and Irene are at New York!! OMG!!!
OK, I have heard a lot of dramas in my class, can't believe it! They say they is spy or what, hope it's not me, I know what I'm doing, 100% not me bcoz I sound like like bitch but actually I'm a slut. I feel safe for that spot!!! can't wait to find out!!!