I'm insane now!

Finally, my mum scolded the maid! (she's still at my home). I'm alone at home now, I'm not going out for dinner bcoz i feel unwell and another reason is I don't want to have my dinner with that bitch; she's not our friends or family. When my aunt asked her to get changed to go out, she showed her crazy attitude again, saying that she's unhappy, she doesn't want to go out.
What kind of maid to tell the owner that she's unhappy (they asked her to join them)? I'm quite happy now bcoz she got scolded by my mom. Now i'm getting crazy
If i turn psycho one day, it's all her faults! Mom and Dad, pls send her away!

Bitch!

this crazy maid is indeed a psycho!!!! she thinks that she is cool, being rude to everyone, shouted, screamed....
if u think u r cool, don't stay at my home.....go back to ur country , bitch!!!

i miss British Council

Oh Christ! I haven't started anything yet!!! I mean my exam...the trial is coming!!! it's so scary...
forget about it...
I wish i can go out with Bee, Ednard, Xinrun, Carol, Gwen and Airifa (maybe Desmond) one day!!! We were like a band in British Council. We talked, sang, jumped, danced, cried....almost every teacher knew us. Of course we miss Frances - our fairy godmother! I promised them that I would have a reunion last Christmas but I didn't, I feel so bad about that.
hopefully we can have one this year:)

He never understands

I saw his facebook, I always apologize here, he never knows....
He's probably thinking too much, but who cares now? He humiliates me, in front and behind of me.....

Love

I suspect I might have heart problem.
hopefully it's not true.

* I don't know why Mr. I is hating me, but I hope he's fine now. He is sick.
Sorry friend, I was just acting in school, I don't hate you.

Sad

i am extremely sad today....my best friends called me a bull dog, pig, ugly....
it hurts....... he even deleted me in his friends list......sad...

I do cherish them...

Jerk

I'm so frustrated that I am chosen for the National Service and no DJ Talent Search this year!
What even worst was I saw a jerk just now when I took my folio for binding at Young Ones. He was with his girlfriend, and we had the same folio that time, so his girlfriend asked this and that. I accidentally overheard him badmouthed about me!!! He 's such an idiot......
!#$#@%@!$#%
I can't continue again!