Katharine McPhee makes me cry

Terrified is a nice song by Katharine McPhee. A song that makes me think of something. Something can be good, bad, happy, sad.... to be continued

Camp fire

i ruined the camp fire , people will hate me...:(sorry guys

It's a waste of time, energy and money

Some people don't appreciate free thing. The stories all start here, I was not the original sixth form roster for the Games. I was asked to substitute Esther as she had a talent competition in K.L. So, I just accepted it. Everything went smooth until that Saturday. Around 50 people attended the orientation games ~ WTF!!! We expected more than 100 people, so everything had to be changed. The games, challenges......everything CHANGED

There was an id...............................
[STORIES CENSORED/CANCELLED/CONSTRICTED]

At the end, some people got changed and went home with prizes!!! The committee had to clean up the school area. Some things were not used that day, so we put it at a side. Although I was not the item incharge's person, I did bring a lot of balloons there because I knew something. I kept them in a pink plastic along with my dad's decoration stuff bcoz those things belonged to my dad. There were also beautiful ribbons, tapes, scissors...But I don't know which idiotic person threw that plastic away!!! He could see that as everything was new! It's not because of money or what, it's that I brought these things and it was not used, and it was wasted. ARGHHH.... It's such a waste of ....everything!

Ruined

i dunno why I keep thinking that I was the one messed up the whole games. I shouldn't have helped, but Esther is like a sister to me, a friend who really understands my feelings, that's why I helped her. It all went wrong, it was not what I expected, I just ruined everything that day.

scared

i 'm scared..day by day,he is gettin' stronger...he has more friends, people don't talk to me anymore. i'm worried, people are on his side, i did nothing wrong!!!! i'm trying to think something positive but I couldn't....

I’m disappointed in you—I really thought I could trust you!

I knew something was not right with us as your behavior has become really really strange. You suddenly told me "I'm happy with you in this class, you have got the spotlight, attention you 'd been wanting." I was surprised you said that but I took it as a compliment. But I didn't know you have already destroyed me. I don't want spotlight or any attention, I just want to make friends and be likable as they are really cool.

People humiliated me last time, so I will never do that to my friends. You have gone really really wrong about this, it's your attitude , you are grumpy.

You always think that I like humiliating you but after reading what you have insulted me,

I found that....
You are the real BITCH!!!

I’m disappointed in you—I really thought I could trust you=(

I won't win a game

If you want to stay, you better be quiet. That's the only way to survive in real game. Flattering them is another way to survive bcoz some people do that to save their lives but I will never do that.

I used to like perfection but every time I got perfection, people gossiped about me; saying that I was flattering which I never did at all. It sucked that you hard works turned into this unnecessary topic.

So take my words, If you want to stay, you better be quiet.
ps: I won't be discovered, This is my life