make it happen

Everytime when I walk into the gym, I see people, young people or I would probably say ROOKIES! Some of them are really awesome, they have the heart. But I wonder do they have the heart like me??? It's not that I want to brag but I have to be selfish. How much do they want it? Do they really want it or are they just doing this for some objective? My dream is much more important than them; they might just want to be Mr. Bodylicious or win some competitions but I seriously have a different dream. My dream came when I have some health issue which I think was an obstacle. Now, I 'm still having it but I have gone through a lot of challenges. I'm gonna keep going to make things happen!

TOUGH ENOUGH

Watching Tough Enough has definitely given me a lot of motivation to be a tougher and stronger athlete in real life. I thought it was going to be very boring like the past but it wasn't boring in this season. I pretty enjoyed the past few episodes. However, I'm very sad that current Miss USA, Rima was eliminated last week. It was said that she was the weakest among the contestants. Stone Cold said that her mind kept telling her keep going but her body kept saying NO! But what I think is she was really tough in the show, she has a lot of gut on the show, totally proven that she is strong and beautiful! Now, there are only 2 girls; of course I hope Christina wins, but can she? There are so many guys!!! Seriously the guys didn't impress me!!!

This show has changed me in life, especially when I'm in the gym. The words are all in my heart, so it's gonna help me no matter what! I really feel happy and proud now that I'm so into sports. I know it's a bit late but at least I have done what people expected I will never do. I 'm really Tough Enough!!!

Katharine McPhee makes me cry

Terrified is a nice song by Katharine McPhee. A song that makes me think of something. Something can be good, bad, happy, sad.... to be continued

Camp fire

i ruined the camp fire , people will hate me...:(sorry guys

It's a waste of time, energy and money

Some people don't appreciate free thing. The stories all start here, I was not the original sixth form roster for the Games. I was asked to substitute Esther as she had a talent competition in K.L. So, I just accepted it. Everything went smooth until that Saturday. Around 50 people attended the orientation games ~ WTF!!! We expected more than 100 people, so everything had to be changed. The games, challenges......everything CHANGED

There was an id...............................
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At the end, some people got changed and went home with prizes!!! The committee had to clean up the school area. Some things were not used that day, so we put it at a side. Although I was not the item incharge's person, I did bring a lot of balloons there because I knew something. I kept them in a pink plastic along with my dad's decoration stuff bcoz those things belonged to my dad. There were also beautiful ribbons, tapes, scissors...But I don't know which idiotic person threw that plastic away!!! He could see that as everything was new! It's not because of money or what, it's that I brought these things and it was not used, and it was wasted. ARGHHH.... It's such a waste of ....everything!

Ruined

i dunno why I keep thinking that I was the one messed up the whole games. I shouldn't have helped, but Esther is like a sister to me, a friend who really understands my feelings, that's why I helped her. It all went wrong, it was not what I expected, I just ruined everything that day.

scared

i 'm scared..day by day,he is gettin' stronger...he has more friends, people don't talk to me anymore. i'm worried, people are on his side, i did nothing wrong!!!! i'm trying to think something positive but I couldn't....