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Dear M,

You are my first valentine date, I really never expected that. I told myself not to repeat the mistake that I have made but I couldn't. Remember before we went out, I kept telling you I'm not playing around but after spending a whole night with you, you really moved me, you changed my mind in just a few hours. Your smile, the way you talk, the way you share are all still clear in my mind.You said you will be back on 20/3 and will celebrate my birthday but where are you now? We just knew and it's just a beginning of our chapter and you have gone disappeared. Your sudden appearance has changed my perception. I know we both have our own limitations to contact or meet but I'm fine because we both are busy people. Is it because of I asked that silly question? I hope you know how I feel. I wasn't questioning your loyalty. Please a word or any reply from you will do. I don't want to be like those who wait stupidly for their lovers. If you think you have made quick decision and you feel regret, just tell me because it's better to tell me earlier than dragging my time and wasting my energy. I have not given up on you. I don't want to disturb u by sending u those texts and getting no reply. I 'd rather see or hear yourself admitting and telling me your answer than waiting zero reply.

                                                                                                                                             Love, I

我回来了

我回来了，我学会了更珍惜自己的风俗，所以决定开始使用华语。虽然华语不是很好，可是至少我在尝试。

     这短短的失踪，我经历了一段不愉快的生活；家庭、爱情和工作。高六后，我没继续深造；成绩也不是很理想，开始真正的进入社会。

 爱情： 不要求它，让它自己来。我经历了一段随时能毁掉我人生的爱。小时候，大人说的对；别相信网络上的人，照片可是假的。我就是那位幸运者。 分手后，各走各的；那是最好，可是他不要。他缠着我不放，欺负我、侮辱我，您知道那种感受吗？！你唯能选择呆在家里，到现在我宁愿工作也不肯出去。因为他好厉害，他认识万人，所以他讲什么，大家都会信他。我想把他删掉可是我不能因为我不想成为像他过去的几位，离开了他几年，依然漂流在他脑海。我不要仇，我只求无，无事就好。

家庭：再继续。。。