No more ... I saw him...

Is a weird title....I knew!
I 'm not going to mention anyone here. He was so mean, threw the worm to me; I hit him with the newspaper, he punched me; than I injured now. It's true that he can choose for not throwing his best friend that worm but he did not choose the good one. He choosed to throw and I hit him with just newspaper. But he punched my back. I'm so ready to get back to the gym but now.......Dream smashed !

I sent him a message, joking that I have to rest for one week. He thought that's real, replied those stupid messages with those bad words. That was really rude. Until a message showing what I hated the most and I found that he was not the real person, he was just a "fulfil your fantasy player". Saying what he finally wants.....but he did not know I hurt the most. I can't believe this, he treated all those messages as real(.....I apologize here.....if u see this). Since he hated me, clearly shown that there's no real trusted friend in this world except girls and animals.

I'm So Perfect now!

I never look people down, I believe everyone is same in this world ~ PERFECT~. I used to not believe in perfect but I realized that I was wrong. Everything is perfect, we are the one who change it. If you give yourself 85% - 95% whatever you do, you are just almost perfect but I give myself 100% no matter what because I always do my best! Please feel proud of what you have done, it's your work! Don't feel regret in your heart, regret it on your face.

I wasn't the last man standing but I'm --Now!

I don't know why Malaysians hate to share their life. I love to share everything about myself to other people. But, someone has jealous for my life. I might be arrogant or proud but this is me, I'm not going to change my life for anyone EXCEPT he/she is the one i show highly respect.
If you jealous, you better stop it, I'm not worth to be jealous but I'm worth to be admire. If you really hate me, it's between me and you, and not he or she. Don't ever involve anyone in your own rivalry/argument/fight. If you feel that you stronger than the one you hate, that's a good news for you. But for other people, you are just stronger than the one you hate not everyone. Furthermore, we don't even know what people feel. Some people don't like to involve in some fight not because of they scare of you, they just scare to see consequence after hitting you. If you feel that you are strong enough, don't fight with the weak one, fight with the strong one!

Money Is Everything !

I didn't believe money got everything last time . But now I do. If you have money, you might be a rich man, another country, playboy but once you lose your money in a very dumb way, you definitely will upset, frustrated ......So money is important! Save your money for your life!

I hate Duffy!!!

I didn't win the Duffy 's album. I have won the prizes two weeks in a row but this week ......
I called the DJ, i was the 1st one to call but he told me that i have won the OneRepublic's album so he asked me to give chance to the other. I used another phone and acted my sister but the nervous voice made him recognised me. I asked my sisters to help me but hopeless. I shouldn't tell him that I'm Ivan. I should change it. What a beautiful opportunity has gone, it wasn't my fault. We shouldn't give an important opportunity to anyone, I should explain. Sucks!!!! If I won it just now, I am not going to buy that album but now......