Monday, February 17, 2014

basahin mo ako ng pag asa

Dear M,

You are my first valentine date, I really never expected that. I told myself not to repeat the mistake that I have made but I couldn't. Remember before we went out, I kept telling you I'm not playing around but after spending a whole night with you, you really moved me, you changed my mind in just a few hours. Your smile, the way you talk, the way you share are all still clear in my mind.You said you will be back on 20/3 and will celebrate my birthday but where are you now? We just knew and it's just a beginning of our chapter and you have gone disappeared. Your sudden appearance has changed my perception. I know we both have our own limitations to contact or meet but I'm fine because we both are busy people. Is it because of I asked that silly question? I hope you know how I feel. I wasn't questioning your loyalty. Please a word or any reply from you will do. I don't want to be like those who wait stupidly for their lovers. If you think you have made quick decision and you feel regret, just tell me because it's better to tell me earlier than dragging my time and wasting my energy. I have not given up on you. I don't want to disturb u by sending u those texts and getting no reply. I 'd rather see or hear yourself admitting and telling me your answer than waiting zero reply.

                                                                                                                                             Love, I