365 days

~Five hundred twenty-five thousand six hundred minutes~
How do I use it????
I wasted 3/4 for school (That's a MUST)
I wasted for works
I'm lazy now, I missed blogging, body-building, studying..................
Sucks!!!

I believe that doomsday is the last day of a person's life and not the last day of the world for everyone. I don't believe doomsday although I heard it before. I'm still young, I haven't done what I want to do, my dreams, my love.......It's unfair for young people! So, God! I love my life !!! Please let me live longer.

Dommage !!!

I'm so tired now...I went back to gym last week but was inactive for a week due to the art camp; and I went back to the gym again today. It makes me feel like I'm a wrestler who used to be very active but suddenly disappear and wrestle in several dark matches. I feel like I'm that kind of wrestler who only wrestles for dark match or house show; I will only appear in the gym on every Saturday. Hahahaha....I think I have great imagination! What worries me is how I am going to have a sexy body!!! How long will it takes? I have been waiting for 3 years. Can I make it?

I haven't studied yet. That sucks ....I'm worrying day by day; this is serious, can I make it next year? But I have already started to prepare my scripts for next year DJ Contest. I hope I can make another history like Seumas. I got to do it now! I'm also freakin' nervous now bcoz tomorrow is my very 1st French Delf Exam! I hope I can make it ! I don't want to be just pass, I hope to get a merit or distinction.

Song of the Week 2

Hi, once it got started....It will continue...
Here is another song of the week, especially for girls!
This is a song about how a girl loves her boy so much but is then seperated.
Love Story" is a country song by Taylor Swift collected in her second studio album, "Fearless" but it is yet to debut in Malaysia (You can listen this song from AT40). "Love Story" was released as a single on September 12, 2008. It debuted at #25 on the Billboard Hot Country Song becoming Swift's highest debuting song on that chart of her career. I heard from Ryan Seacrest's AT40 which Swift told him that all her songs are to tease those boys who don't take love serious; and she got hurt. So, she usually expresses her feelings after break-up, fall in love.....in her song.

I give it ☆☆☆☆

Naima Mora!

Hey .... I look like Naima Mora of America Next Top Model!!!
I just had my makeover!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA
Can u belive that???? No... I have shorter 1

Song of the Week

Hey! It's been very very long time that I didn't work as a "Dee Jay".
OK, I have got what to share with you so ***
"I Hate This Part" is the third single from The Pussycat Dolls' sophomore studio album, Doll Domination. It was released in the U.S. to mainstream radio on October 21, 2008.
"I Hate This Part" started getting high radio play in Malaysia now!!! It also on its way to appear on "Ivan's iChart". DJ Ivan is rooting for this song!!!
I love this part :P
I give it ☆☆☆☆☆

I want to have a Eurasian DNA

Phew! Finally, the art camp is over. It was amazing. I felt so fortunate being a part of the traditional costume workshop.
Here are my amazing journey
Day 1 : We played a game by seperating into 2 tribes. It was an easy game. All we have to do is to shout the opponent's name. I felt so proud that I gained the first point for my group. We won.
We also started our sketching for our products.
Day 2: This day is one of the most memorable event in my life, a visit to Aunty Ann's house. Before visiting her, we were all in Chulia Street sketching on people clothes.
We headed to Love Lane at 10 a.m. Then he is a Eurasian( with a lot of foreign DNAs - Spanish, Hongkese, Chinese, Portuguese, American, Siamese ) Her house used to be a very big house but no longer now.She told us that her great x4 grandmother was a Siamese Princess..........Then, she showed us some photos and antiques that she still has and told us about them. I can't believe that she could still remember all these memories.

I was almost cried because I felt ashamed although being pure chinese. We do not have any family histories unlike Aunty Ann. I hope that I can visit her again.

We were then got back to "Cheah Kongsi" to receive our sketching. I decided to draw a guy for my product bcoz my partner's work was horrible and it didn't have chemical mixture feeling.

Day 3: We worked on our products. It looked like Project Runway. I was the slowest participant to get my stuff dried. I found that I was quite creative with those texttiles and fabrics.
We were asked to be stayed until 3 p.m. I was actually wanted to buy an Indian's clothe but the salesman told me to go to Kamdar to buy. So, I headed back to "Cheah Kongsi". But on my way back, I found a restaurant which sells western foods; and I went there to enjoy my meal.


Day 4: We were all ready to show our products. That was the time to sell our products. I found that I was one of a few who finished our works. I feel proud of myself. Then, I was excited to show my clothes at the fashion show later. At 12 p.m., I introduced to my friends that restaurant that I went before. I ordered the same thing but with more delicious fish cake and egg. I felt so lucky that I was the first person to have my food which made my fellow friends drooled. Hahahahaha!!! And they needed to wait for very long time.

I was told to present about the "letters" that we learnt. I was so nervous bcoz I was told 10 minutes before the presentation. Although I talked very fast but I didn't make any mistakes. But my friends did. The presentation was horrible but we have models. Thanks God!

*Photos will be uploaded soon!

Can I make it?

I'm so sorry that I didn't post any new blogs because of my stupid sister who losts my adapter . I actually had a lot pictures and blogs to share with you guys but I'm sorry. I will try my best to post them soon! :)
Wow , I just make my gym returned yesterday. It was cool, no one was there. I continued what I can!!! Hopefully, I can make a change for my body!
I vowed to study this holiday, can i ?

I'll be back very very soon!!!

It's been a month !!! I stopped going to British Council, my second home. I always hope that they will organize a reality students competition(just like Survivor), so that i could vote that stupid Donkey out!!! Poor little Eddy got insulted after my departure. I just can't believe that he did that to little Eddy. One thing that I feel really jubilant because of the success of showing the inner ugliness of that Donkey to my family (I mean British Council). Some of them may not believe me at the beginning but with the evidence, it proves that I was telling the truth !!!
One big news for British Council's Buddies is......
I decided to grant their wishes and come back. But the date has not confirmed yet, so Stay Tuned!!! I'll be back to kick somebody's ass! I want to show them a new side of Ivan !!!

I'm Broke from inside and outside

I'm broke/broken heart now for.....
1) Buying CDs (my hobby)
2)I can't do well in the exam
3)I'm worried about my CDs from Red Fm, I didn't know that there's a condition. I may get disqualified to get the CDs, hopefully it won't happen to me; I hope that they can forgive me because I'm really new to their radio station. Furthermore, the DJs picked my name !!! It sucks to me! Hopefullt they call me!!! I'm not greedy, I really want them!!!
4)I lost my flash Drive.
5)I'm worried about my SPM and the percentage for attending the graduation day next year.
6)I hate my body.

I hope that I can face and beat them in a positive way !!!

Survivor sucks!!! I love Kelly Czarnecki

Today was the first day of my final exam, it's a long way to go. I was better, just a but of

I didn't go to the gym because it was raining heavily and my mother has a terrible temper this evening. I'm so frustrating for Survivor Gabon 's Fang members voted Kelly out. Although she is weak, she has the brain; she knows what they think of. I'm freakin' hate Randy and Fang's tribes. They all voted for what they have seen at the Tribal Council, not the challenge or reward. I disagree they voted for Kelly. Kelly stuck with them but......That sucks!

Love her attitude and sexiness! I love Kelly


I hate to see this!!!

I will kill him!

I will kill him!!!! He is brainless, crazy.......He simply walked to my table and drank my water without asking me anything. How rude was this guy??? I did push him at that time bcoz I don't like to share things with the others. Furthermore, he didn't ask me and then he stared at me with his big cat 's eyes!!! He thinks that I will afraid of him - NEVER!!! Later, I apologized to him but he didn't care. Now, I don't think I should say sorry to him bcoz it was his fault!!!! I don't know why a lot of people hate to say sorry unlike me....It's just a word? Is that that difficult to open your mouth and say sorry???
This kind of people never want to face their problems themselves, they will ask someone to help them..... I also can't believe the one I trust the most didn't stand with me and even teased me!!!!

My very first E-Bay!!!

I bought a CD from Amazon.com and the money will be donated to Stand Up To Cancer Charity....
Donations really make people happy!!!
Then, i surfed ebay.com.my.... I always believed that EBAY is a liar..... I found that the cds sold in EBAY are cheap by a seller called Sean . So I checked carefully and bought 10 CDs in one day ...IT'S ONLY RM 130 plus Pos Laju.... Although some of it were used by someone before but they are still new.....But for some, they are completely sealed and new....the seller told me that his friend won it from Radio Station...He is helpful, he helps his friends to sell this disc...
I bought 10 cds....and will be sent by Pos Laju.... I was worried that he is a liar but he is honest actually!!!
He sent it on yesterday (Monday) which I can get it today...I woke up at 9.00a.m to wait for the Pos Laju's man because I never saw Pos Laju before....I waited about 3 hours... Finally , he came....with his orange car, asked me to sign and gave me a big pack cds....
The seller wrapped it nicely.....Nice...Nice....Nice....
He is honest!!!
Nelly Furtado, James Blunt, Letoya .....Wow!!!! WOw
I still dont know when can i tear the plastic...!!!!

I love Aussie

I worked in my dad's restaurant ....It's actually close on every Monday but for these travelers, we opened.... They are from Aussie...they are beautiful , they look mature although they are only 15 years old...They are polite, friendly, they even say thank you when they left.....When I collected the dirty plates, I found that they wrote something on the plate and serviette....
"Terima Kasih" and Thank You!!! Oh my gosh, they are nice!!!

Dream

We went to Red Box around 3.00pm sang like idiot (especially me) Then, I went to Chilli's for the very first time with my sisters and Michelle ..... I captured a lot there....eating delicious food.....I ate a big plate of chicken and prawns with plenty of rice....I still felt hungry after eating mine...Just nice that my sisters gave me their Lamb ....
Total spent : RM 160


Then we went shopping. Shopping for me is going to Tower Records or Artist Gallery.... I was almost broke but still wasted money for my hobby - Collecting Music Albums
I bought Jesse McCartney's Departure and Natasha Bedingfield's Pocketful of Sunshine from Artist Gallery and The Script from Tower Records... all together less than RM 100 :p
I LOVE THE SONGS!!!



Later when we were back home, I rushed to my room quickly kept my cds in the drawer....
I found that the drawer aren't that full, it's only 1/4 .....So I plan to collect more money to buy.....
Here is the photo....it's just a few.......

Pray for the CDs

It's a bit of late to share this but ....
My very official 1st Galaxie Magazine finally safely received.... I remember it was 19 September 2008 , printed my name, my address and the expiry date which is 2 years later..... I 'm waiting for the galaxy free album.... Pray Pray Pray.........

Day of Nothing

I 'm angry now for being scolded by my parents. I wanted to use the PC but it was used by my sister for watching those stupid drama ~ Sucks
I'm kinda hate Taiwan's Drama because they are all fools. I remembered she watched them yesterday on youtube but she was still having the dramas on the PC just now. I was angry because she has ASTRO, 2 Taiwan's Drama........... I have nothing. I was frustrated until my unlucky father called home, I picked up the phone with my emo voice....kinda like shouting but not.......and my father "reported it " my mum .........................
No more french class for you, No more gym class for you....Fetch Fetch Fetch....blablablabla.... Come on, pay me for the driving class....and they won't have any problems anymore......

Alliance Francaise!!!! My boring day ever!

I was excited this morning because I will be facing my very first french conversation class later. Selvee sent me a messsage that the class has cancelled but I didn't read it. If I read it, I will still go because I promised Nina that I will bring some foods there to eat.I went there after school with those foods and shakes for Nina. When I reached Alliance Francaise, I saw a lot of students reading their notes; Nina and Selvee quickly came towards me told me that the class has cancelled because of the Delf and Dalf Exam. What can I do with my foods there? Throw them? I went to the kitchen and ate our delicious vegetarian food.

Later, we asked each other whether stay or leave? We choosed to stay because I need some help from Nina for my English's project and she can do her homeworks too. We felt bored and almost felt asleep but we still stayed until 6pm.

My Chart {Sneak Peak}

Why this picture? Because I want to show everyone that this song really makes me crazy!!! Within 2 hours, it made it into the Top 30 Chart of my iTunes!!!! That's my chart!!! This is Just Stand Up!
Feel it, don't just listen!!!

Just Stand Up!

I love Just Stand Up! by Mariah Carey, Beyoncé, Mary J. Blige, Rihanna, Fergie, Sheryl Crow, Melissa Etheridge, Natasha Beddingfield, Miley Cyrus, Leona Lewis, Carrie Underwood, Keysha Cole, Leann Rimes, Ashanti & Ciara. It's so touched when I listened to it.
I felt like I would like to join Stand Up for Cancer when I grow up if I'm celebrity. It's a amazing song!
To those who have cancer,
Just Stand Up and Don't Give Up!!!
Fight for it!!!

Phew!

Finally, I received my CDs this afternoon. I was in the bathroom, I didn't get it myself. My aunt got it for me from the postman. I quickly captured the big envelope....Slowly and carefully, I opened it.... I saw Sara Bareilles' album....Phew!! Luckily, I didn't buy....Thanks GOD!
But for another album, it's Janet Jackson's Discipline....That was what I really won from the radio station. I hated it so much, no wonder that guy in charge of these CDs told me that this album is in bad condition. The bad condition means " Special Malaysia Edition". It looks so suck with the Logo and I should have told him that I didn't want that album if it's "Malaysia Edition". It has no lyrics inside.

I realized that Sara Bareilles' is 100% from Label Company because there's a "Not For Sale" stuck on the album. But for the Janet's album, I thought it was bought from some CD's shop because it has price on it and still wrapped in plastic. I should have told him that I didn't want it.... It would be so great if it's a "Imported" logo on it. It became my 3rd Malaysis Edition Album!!!!
Anyway....Thank you TRAXX!

The Forcing Happy Birthday !!!

Ok...Thanks to Wei Loon to ask me to wish him Happy Birthday!!! So i just did that but no replied...
Fine!!! Luckily, I wasn't touching my heart wished him!!! I don't know why? I need just a "Sorry" comes out from his mouth not by messaging in MSN... Simple!!! But he's still insulting me no matter what......
What did he do to me?
I was whispering with someone and he thought we're badmouthed about him...Then he badmouthed about me....insulted me, teased me .....I know he doesn't have the guts to say a word from his mouth so he asked someone to help him....No more forever friends!!!
Later, he didn't apologise to me in the tuition class...I was really pissed off.....It was almost a day and you've got two chances to apologise by opening your mouth but you didn't do it at all....Until that night, in MSN.....he finally apologised...Inside my heart, I would forgive him...He should have kept his mouth shut but he didn't....I knew he was trying to explain...What can you do when a person reaches his/her boiling points? Just let me scold you, it was your fault!!! And I would forgive you...BUT ...IT'S DONE!!!

The "DAMNazing" Race

I know it's a bit of late but I still need to post it....
This was about a week ago - The Merdeka Run!!!
What a long way from Jalan Sultan Mansor Shah to Gurney and then back to Jalan Sultan Mansor Shah again....It's about 10- 15 km.That made my leg pained for a week....
But it's worth because whoever competed in 90 minutes will get a medal!!!

Friends

What is your feeling when you get hurt but your best friends?
I will feel so disappoint because he/she doesn't stand by you.... A friend shouldn't suspect each other......

New Bitch!!!

Yeah!!! Dad just bought a toy poodle!!! Love it!!! We called it Bailey...it's brown...just like a toy....
Unfortunately, she has to sleep with Nike, the eldest dog in my house!!!!

Hopeless!

I just read Seumas' blog, I felt so ............................hopeless in my English.....My grammar ...........................................................................................................................................................
...........................................................................................................................................................
How are you going to win the DJ Search?????

I'm hopeless now!!!!

Album of the Month

Back Home is the ninth album of Westlife. I thought it was a horrible album but after I listened to the songs in this album.....It's amazing.
I think this is a worth buy album. It's cheap, nice decorated......
I give it 5/5 stars!!!

Winners make sacrifices

I sent a few messages to Kelvin, asking about whether he's going to the gym or not. He replied:
I am nt going. U go. I go myself other day
I didn't want to go at the beginning but my sister convinced me to go. Not going to the gym?! Who cares? Yeah ! Who cares? He didn't want to go, that's his problem. I will gain, he will lose. Does he like bodybuilding? Or just fulfill the trainer who is his father's best friend? I don't think I need his hand anymore, I can do it myself. Winners make sacrifices

I don't understand why I need someone to accompany me to go to the gym. Maybe I don't have the gut or maybe I don't like loneliness. Maybe?
The reasons why I go to the gym are: I want to have great body! I want to take off my clothes on the beach! I don't want to get insulted by whoever!I want my dream comes true! Maybe this is a "game" from the GOD! I must try whatever things to make sure I reach, have, prove it. I really need miracle or magic.

Holidays

I love this week ~ Holidays Although it's only a few days, I want to enjoy it. I hate school, it's just a road that we must walk, run or jump. Unless you have an opportunity to go further or you quit. I just want to do my best and reach the end of this road. I'm listening to Magic by Colbie Caillat now..... really need that "Magic".

It was amazing!!!

Being a part of this competition was really fun.....I couldn't believe that I met so many people, especially Seumas, one of the people that I wanted to know and Jessica, the best mentor ever!!!
I know that I didn't win but it was amazing, a life lesson learned .....I will miss the studio!!!
I promise that I will come back next year and I 'm not going to disappoint anyone again !!!

I lost !!! My Life?

I didn't win...it was so closed ....i guessed....really that closed...
Everyone knew the Top 3 will surely be Seumas, Zoe or me but unfortunately it wasn't me.... I just can't believe that the DJ Janrius said that my voice was boring?!!! Really?
I knew I was nervous at the beginning because I was No.2 but I recovered very good .... This competition format was a bit of complicated....Studio DJ or Live Entertaining???
I just can't believe that I can't even make it to the Top 3....It sucks.... That's my dream but....I will go for the second time next year....but I know the percentage to be the Champion next year is low...
That's impossible to have a 2nd chance champion....
:( Sorry DJ Jessica.....

Am I the weakest link?

They are strong!!!!
I'm so nervous. Thinking of this competition .............
Please pray for me for not getting nervous!! Relax.... Please make me entertain the audience.....
I want to prove this to that person. I might be a bit of brainless in Maths but not everything!!!

Wish moi Luck!

I'm almost there!!!

I made it!!!! I'm in the Finale!!! Please support me...I really hope that I can win my first i-???!!!
Thanks Jessica!!!! Please pray for me for not being nervous!!!!

I love this movie so much!!!!
I don't really like Carrie (Sarah Jessica Parker), she's so boring... I would have to say Samantha(Kim Cattral) and Miranda (Cynthia Nixon) rock on the movie!!!

Luckily, I watched it!!! It's not about SEX but LIFE!

I'm Crazy now!!!

I'm in the competition. They just called me today....Thanks God for giving me this chance! Those CDs did work for me!!!! Please wish me luck and make me to the semifinal, I don't want to be eliminated from the first round. My passion in this industry is freakin' strong!!!
I'm crazy now!!!

No more ... I saw him...

Is a weird title....I knew!
I 'm not going to mention anyone here. He was so mean, threw the worm to me; I hit him with the newspaper, he punched me; than I injured now. It's true that he can choose for not throwing his best friend that worm but he did not choose the good one. He choosed to throw and I hit him with just newspaper. But he punched my back. I'm so ready to get back to the gym but now.......Dream smashed !

I sent him a message, joking that I have to rest for one week. He thought that's real, replied those stupid messages with those bad words. That was really rude. Until a message showing what I hated the most and I found that he was not the real person, he was just a "fulfil your fantasy player". Saying what he finally wants.....but he did not know I hurt the most. I can't believe this, he treated all those messages as real(.....I apologize here.....if u see this). Since he hated me, clearly shown that there's no real trusted friend in this world except girls and animals.

I'm So Perfect now!

I never look people down, I believe everyone is same in this world ~ PERFECT~. I used to not believe in perfect but I realized that I was wrong. Everything is perfect, we are the one who change it. If you give yourself 85% - 95% whatever you do, you are just almost perfect but I give myself 100% no matter what because I always do my best! Please feel proud of what you have done, it's your work! Don't feel regret in your heart, regret it on your face.

I wasn't the last man standing but I'm --Now!

I don't know why Malaysians hate to share their life. I love to share everything about myself to other people. But, someone has jealous for my life. I might be arrogant or proud but this is me, I'm not going to change my life for anyone EXCEPT he/she is the one i show highly respect.
If you jealous, you better stop it, I'm not worth to be jealous but I'm worth to be admire. If you really hate me, it's between me and you, and not he or she. Don't ever involve anyone in your own rivalry/argument/fight. If you feel that you stronger than the one you hate, that's a good news for you. But for other people, you are just stronger than the one you hate not everyone. Furthermore, we don't even know what people feel. Some people don't like to involve in some fight not because of they scare of you, they just scare to see consequence after hitting you. If you feel that you are strong enough, don't fight with the weak one, fight with the strong one!

Money Is Everything !

I didn't believe money got everything last time . But now I do. If you have money, you might be a rich man, another country, playboy but once you lose your money in a very dumb way, you definitely will upset, frustrated ......So money is important! Save your money for your life!

I hate Duffy!!!

I didn't win the Duffy 's album. I have won the prizes two weeks in a row but this week ......
I called the DJ, i was the 1st one to call but he told me that i have won the OneRepublic's album so he asked me to give chance to the other. I used another phone and acted my sister but the nervous voice made him recognised me. I asked my sisters to help me but hopeless. I shouldn't tell him that I'm Ivan. I should change it. What a beautiful opportunity has gone, it wasn't my fault. We shouldn't give an important opportunity to anyone, I should explain. Sucks!!!! If I won it just now, I am not going to buy that album but now......

I won again!!!

I just won Leona Lewis' limited imported T-SHIRT from Traxx FM. I sang again on the show ~ Bleeding Love. I was like an idiot that time...Keep bleeding...Keep bleeding....
I won... I can't believe that!!!!They called me back later..... I'm so proud to win that T-SHIRT but actually i hope to win the album .....

I won !!!

I won a OneRepublic's ablum, 'Dreaming Out" from Traxx FM. I was so angry of them because they didn't pick up the phone last night. Today, I finally got it! I was told to sing the chorus part.
I sang like the cheap version of Jillian Hall. Later, he announced that I just won the album.
I asked him how to get them?He asked me to give him my details......
I really hope he can send the album correctly for me. I need that!!!!!!

Mr. Mango!!!

I was so dumb just now!!! I was on FLY FM. I told Jules about my bed is full of mango's smell now.
I accidentally poured the mango body scrub on my bed, I thought it was a candle type body scrub but not!!!

She called me Mr. Mango...
I shouldn't call her to play "Bleeding Love", I should call them to play "Bed full of Mangoes" aka "Pocketful of Sunshine".

She is no longer virginal!

He got her...He 's the winner. She loves pure Chinese. She likes a Chinese who speaks Chinese not French. She likes a dancer not a bodybuilder. She is no longer my favorite women, she is a beautiful liar, no longer virginal for me.
Jasmine, Nina, Esther and my sisters are my favorite women. Wish her all the best, may her love last longer. I'm Lovin' Life like Michelle McCool !

Entertainment Week

~American Idol~
Brooke has gone! I love this girl unfortunately she was sent home from American Idol Season 7. She is awesome especially her voice and her personality. I think she must be very sad now, I hope she is fine now. I just added her name into the "most wanted to meet" list.

~Survivor Micronesia~
Amanda Kimmel, former Miss Montana USA and Survivor Micronesia became the very first female to use the hidden immunity idol. How cool was that! I was so nervous when I watched the show when she was searching for the idol. I hate to see her name on the paper. I really hope she can win this. She suddenly became one of the famous contestants at the episode. I hope that Cirie and Parvati are not going to blindside her. If you are a clever player, you should get rid off the guy and make the girls into final 3. I hope Amanda can win this! I have a feeling that she will be voted out before the final 3.

~America's Next Top Model~
Katarzyna was eliminated from the show, one of the best walker. Dominique and Fatima keep improving. I hate that plus size model, Whitney who doesnt have what it takes to be a role model. Dominique turns cocky next week?

Please, I'm Lovin' Life!!!

Oh lala!!! What a bad day has gone, a new day has come! I hate another people. First of all, I don't think I 'm a backstabber. I could be very nice to everyone if you treat me nicely.

"Who is your enemy/(dislike) in this class?" 1st : You, 2nd: blablabla!!! Oh lala, he hates me? This is ridiculous (This is the only word in my mind) and why is he still talking to me?! Showing his attitude, big brother in the class..... Come on! You're 10 times weaker than me if I don't care about my future. I want to emigrate to either U.S of America or France in the future ,so I care about my school works, attitude in the class. I want to have a clean background so that I could get into a better college...I'm not like you people who keep enjoy whatever you have or not. You're right! Enjoy is great but not now, after 18 which means you can fly anytime. If you don't work hard while you enjoy, you will definitely become a loser/trash. I'm not a proud person, I just have what it takes to be a winner, I can't 100% say that I can win every time but I'm sure that I have the confidence to win because I have the belief in my own ability to do things and be successful. This is why I want to win and beat everyone in every single competition. I plan for my life so God, please let me live longer in this wonderful world! Thanks for giving me an opportunity to become a human. My story is a bit of confusing but I really need you to read and think, just like having melancholia.

My First Blog

First Blog:
Birthday gifts list:
Nina: Celebration in Alliance Française with Martial, Chien and Lila . Chien: Birthday card although with wrong name.
Jasmine : Accompanied ME for the whole 3 hours last night.
Esther: Sent me a birthday message at 6.01 a.m.
Jason: A card and a picture frame.
Madam Tan: My letter and a cake.
Madam Kong: Food(s).
(Kings): They are Chuah, Beh, Yeoh and Ong. They gave me a box of pen.

My birthday 2008 , the most unforgettable birthday. Thanks Jasmine for being the very first person who wished me on time. I tried to stay cool because birthday doesn't mean anything. I love my friends now because of that jerk's absence. If not I would have an awful birthday. Thanks God! It's amazing that i got my friends back before my birthday, Ian and Houli. That jerk really pissed me off, kept showing negative actions to me to fulfill himself for the past few weeks. I never want to have this type of jerk as my friends ever. I got the best wishes in the school, I finally have this feeling. But I hate my "best friend" who still owes me 10RM and not wishing me. I thought he would. It's my birthday, be happy to myself. Thanks my friends! I Love You All!