I'll be back very very soon!!!

It's been a month !!! I stopped going to British Council, my second home. I always hope that they will organize a reality students competition(just like Survivor), so that i could vote that stupid Donkey out!!! Poor little Eddy got insulted after my departure. I just can't believe that he did that to little Eddy. One thing that I feel really jubilant because of the success of showing the inner ugliness of that Donkey to my family (I mean British Council). Some of them may not believe me at the beginning but with the evidence, it proves that I was telling the truth !!!
One big news for British Council's Buddies is......
I decided to grant their wishes and come back. But the date has not confirmed yet, so Stay Tuned!!! I'll be back to kick somebody's ass! I want to show them a new side of Ivan !!!

I'm Broke from inside and outside

I'm broke/broken heart now for.....
1) Buying CDs (my hobby)
2)I can't do well in the exam
3)I'm worried about my CDs from Red Fm, I didn't know that there's a condition. I may get disqualified to get the CDs, hopefully it won't happen to me; I hope that they can forgive me because I'm really new to their radio station. Furthermore, the DJs picked my name !!! It sucks to me! Hopefullt they call me!!! I'm not greedy, I really want them!!!
4)I lost my flash Drive.
5)I'm worried about my SPM and the percentage for attending the graduation day next year.
6)I hate my body.

I hope that I can face and beat them in a positive way !!!

Survivor sucks!!! I love Kelly Czarnecki

Today was the first day of my final exam, it's a long way to go. I was better, just a but of

I didn't go to the gym because it was raining heavily and my mother has a terrible temper this evening. I'm so frustrating for Survivor Gabon 's Fang members voted Kelly out. Although she is weak, she has the brain; she knows what they think of. I'm freakin' hate Randy and Fang's tribes. They all voted for what they have seen at the Tribal Council, not the challenge or reward. I disagree they voted for Kelly. Kelly stuck with them but......That sucks!

Love her attitude and sexiness! I love Kelly


I hate to see this!!!

I will kill him!

I will kill him!!!! He is brainless, crazy.......He simply walked to my table and drank my water without asking me anything. How rude was this guy??? I did push him at that time bcoz I don't like to share things with the others. Furthermore, he didn't ask me and then he stared at me with his big cat 's eyes!!! He thinks that I will afraid of him - NEVER!!! Later, I apologized to him but he didn't care. Now, I don't think I should say sorry to him bcoz it was his fault!!!! I don't know why a lot of people hate to say sorry unlike me....It's just a word? Is that that difficult to open your mouth and say sorry???
This kind of people never want to face their problems themselves, they will ask someone to help them..... I also can't believe the one I trust the most didn't stand with me and even teased me!!!!