Vaness

"But according to her
I'm good lookin',
incredible.

According to her
I'm nice,
perfect."

where are you, Vannes???
you have deleted ur friendster's account....i can't even find u....

Dream Big

"If we don’t Dream Big
What’s the use in dreaming
If you don’t have faith
there’s nothing worth believing
It takes one hope
To make the stars worth reaching for
So reach out for something more"

88

I thought I may attend the graduation ceremony next Friday, but somebody told me secretly that I don't qualify to attend. When I first heard 88 people can't attend the graduation ceremony, I was so happy bcoz I really thought that I would make it. But somebody told me the truth, it's sad....
My hard works are all wasted, it's really sad to miss the graduation ceremony in your life....

she's finally gone

finally, she has gone..... Of course we all breathed a sigh of relief when she left. I know we won't have a lot of unnecessary problems at home.

But one thing we really felt sorry for her was when we saw her handcuffed by the immigration workers at the immigration centre. She cried crazily and had a regretful look. She was really happy when she was told that we were going to send her to the immigration centre. I think she felt anxious at that time bcoz what we told her about the immigration camp is true. There were 5 male illegal workers and her. She is not an illegal worker, she has a passport but the information is all wrong. So they have to keep her in the camp. All problems are caused by her coldblooded agent. I hope she can understand why we took her to surrender. Wish her all the best in her future and be more mature. I know we used to hate her but when we saw her crying like a cow just now, it's so pity for her. it's all over, just forgive her.

She's gone!!!

Our family would be fine after tomorrow....that bitch is going to disappear !!!
Thanks god!

Prank

received a disgusting prank call. It sounded like an old lady.
Me: Hello
Lady: May I speak to Ivan?
Me: Yeah,it's me.
Lady: (blur sound)......
Me: Hello. Who are you? What are you? Where are you from?
Lady: I'm Jenny. Somebody gave me ur number from Facebook.
Me: Facebook??
Lady: Yeah, Facebook.
Me: So what do u want?
Lady: I would like to ask if i'm interested to make love with you, would you like to make love with me????
Me: Huh, You are crazy!!

I'm insane now!

Finally, my mum scolded the maid! (she's still at my home). I'm alone at home now, I'm not going out for dinner bcoz i feel unwell and another reason is I don't want to have my dinner with that bitch; she's not our friends or family. When my aunt asked her to get changed to go out, she showed her crazy attitude again, saying that she's unhappy, she doesn't want to go out.
What kind of maid to tell the owner that she's unhappy (they asked her to join them)? I'm quite happy now bcoz she got scolded by my mom. Now i'm getting crazy
If i turn psycho one day, it's all her faults! Mom and Dad, pls send her away!

Bitch!

this crazy maid is indeed a psycho!!!! she thinks that she is cool, being rude to everyone, shouted, screamed....
if u think u r cool, don't stay at my home.....go back to ur country , bitch!!!

i miss British Council

Oh Christ! I haven't started anything yet!!! I mean my exam...the trial is coming!!! it's so scary...
forget about it...
I wish i can go out with Bee, Ednard, Xinrun, Carol, Gwen and Airifa (maybe Desmond) one day!!! We were like a band in British Council. We talked, sang, jumped, danced, cried....almost every teacher knew us. Of course we miss Frances - our fairy godmother! I promised them that I would have a reunion last Christmas but I didn't, I feel so bad about that.
hopefully we can have one this year:)

He never understands

I saw his facebook, I always apologize here, he never knows....
He's probably thinking too much, but who cares now? He humiliates me, in front and behind of me.....

Love

I suspect I might have heart problem.
hopefully it's not true.

* I don't know why Mr. I is hating me, but I hope he's fine now. He is sick.
Sorry friend, I was just acting in school, I don't hate you.

Sad

i am extremely sad today....my best friends called me a bull dog, pig, ugly....
it hurts....... he even deleted me in his friends list......sad...

I do cherish them...

Jerk

I'm so frustrated that I am chosen for the National Service and no DJ Talent Search this year!
What even worst was I saw a jerk just now when I took my folio for binding at Young Ones. He was with his girlfriend, and we had the same folio that time, so his girlfriend asked this and that. I accidentally overheard him badmouthed about me!!! He 's such an idiot......
!#$#@%@!$#%
I can't continue again!

Dreams didn't come true

~National Service pissed me off!!!
I got chosen to go !!! Very angry now!!!

~ No DJ Search this year!!!
Even worst!

Crazy Maid!!!

I was so frustrated yesterday night! Pour quoi? That crazy maid pinched me when she walked in the house and she lied on my back!!! How can a maid do this? she is too much! Furthermore, she didn't switched off the light in her room, I was the one who switched off for her. Pity for Evelyn!

And today, this completely psycho girl threw all the noodle into the dustbin! We haven't cooked them at all and we wanted to eat!!! Then, my sister asked her who ordered her to throw? My sister could see anxiety in her face ~ thinking for excuses. It's very clear that she threw it. Then she answered, it was my aunt. Heck No! She's been blaming my aunt all the time! We are 100% sure it was her bcoz my aunt promised us to cook them this afternoon, it's 100% impossible that my aunt threw that.
Jesus Christ! This girl has been blaming and lying everyday!

Later, we went to our shop to get some food. Once again she was acting again! This time, she acted very innocent and fierce, telling us the different things in a very unpleasant way ~ No manners!! She even shouted at my grandfather in front of the customers!!! About 20 minutes later, when I was on my way to the shop to get the cheque from my dad, I saw her heading home. Come on, it's only 3p.m. Who gave her permission to go home? So, after I got the cheque, I dashed home .... She locked herself in the room and got changed!
......................................

I 'm so frustrated everytime I talk about her....I can't continue this....Oh Lord!!! Send this psycho home!!!! One thing for sure is she likes to blame my lovely aunty!
BTW, WE LOVE MAI MAI (our aunty)

Soaked in Stress

I'm on my way to fail, should I continue or give up?

Song of the Week's back

So, it's been a very long time since I last updated this, my last song of the week was last December... almost 1/2 year!!!
Ok... I hated this singer last time but after listened to her this song for some times, I found that the lyrics are meaningful.
Voila

"The Climb" is the first main single written by Jessi Alexander and Jon Mabe and is sung by Miley Cyrus from the soundtrack to the motion picture "Hannah Montana: The Movie". Although it's a soundtrach, it has charted on the Billboard Chart.

Lyrics
I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what?s waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

Don't Blame!

I got my exam results today! I got 86 , the highest in class! :P I was very excited at the beginning when I knew my Paper 2 got 56 marks, but when it came to the 30% bonus marks (attitude/homework/tests), I was so surprised when my friends told me I got 29 out of 30! I just can't believe it, this will make a lot of people hate me. Of course I 'm very happy to beat the first boy in class even though it's just a subject bcoz I seldom have this kind of chance. But one thing made me unhappy was I beat Mr. I, he is always good in English - grammar, vocabularies.... He looked livid all day....
The first action he did when he saw my results was :" You Won!!!"

Come on, Mr. I, stop comparing each other, I 'm not your opponent! It may be LUCK!
We never know what'd happen at SPM? Everything can change! Stop being angry!!! I was just doing my best ... Don't blame anyone, blame yourself !

Show Review Part 2

Let's continue with another reality show
Yup, it's a Malaysia's First Online Reality Model Search, Malaysian Dreamgirl created by Jared Solomon. The second season had ended last Saturday and was held in The Curve, Mutiara Damansara.
Malaysian Dreamgirl is also known as Malaysian version of America's Next Top Model, but it's an online reality television show in which a number of young women compete for the title of Malaysian Dreamgirl and a chance to start their career in the modeling industry.

Some of this season's girls are more interesting and entertaining compared to last year's girls. But only four of them are prettier/look like a model like Juanita, Ming, Dawn and Pinky. I didn't miss any episodes from this season, I did log on to the website from time to time.
When the Top 12 were announced, I had already known that who the top 4 are and what I thought was true, it's Ming, Juanita, Pinky and Dawn. Because they really dominated the
show.....
Ya....The winner is Juanita from Johor, 1st Runner Up is Pinky and 2nd Runner Up is Dawn. But for me, Ming should have been in the Top 3. (Maybe she had a braces on or too short...hahaha)

Ming is my favorite in this season

Here are some other pictures ....I have to agree that their pictures aren't that good compared to ANTM, they need 10000000000 times of improvement!!!
The winner -

Juanita Francis

I like these two pictures, she looks like a real model. But.....

The rest, she does look gorgeous but she has the same face expression ...Worried expression??
For me, her eyes look boring. There's no energy in her eyes, so does her mouth...kinda like smile but no...kinda like fierce ...erm...no....a solemn expression!!! I think it's not Juanita's fault, it's the photographer's fault.....
What the heck were the judges doing?
Is that a shot? or Are you sure they are professional photographer?

This is the worst, I can edit a picture like that!!!! The editing is horrible!!!

Anyway, Congratulations to Juanita!!!!
Show Rating: ★★★ 1/2
Why??? Maybe it's not an international level show....The filming is not good....I prefer ANTM!!! Hehehe....But not all negatives, I love the finale at The Curve, better than last year....Elaine Daly has changed alot in this season, the way she talked in season 2 was not that strict anymore...

Show Review Part 1

First up, it's

America's Next Top Model Cycle 12 Winner is

Teyona Anderson!!!

I remember when I watched Episode 3 of the season, I knew that she will win because she doesn't look like any previous winner, she looks normal, no one would notice her...but her pictures are good.... That's what I know how America's Next Top Model was found....The most normal girl, the dark horse will win.....

She actually looks a bit like horse in some of her pictures but she 's beautiful hereanyway...

The runner up, Allison, is so adorable ....so cute!!!! She looks very petite and young...I thought she won't make it bcoz she looked really sweet.... That's all! But who knows she made it to the finale??? When she made it to the Top 5, it's totally changed my opinion to her....
LOVE HER!!!Sweet and beautiful...Totally bright future!!!

But in the season, I really loved to see Aminat wins but she finished 3rd. She looks like Danielle of Cycle 6 Winner, I'm a little surprised that none of the judges have mentioned how much Aminat looks like her.....The fans didn't like her in the show bcoz she was safe even though she landed to the bottom 2 almost every week.Aminat's final shot in ANTM

Don't mess up....They are not sister, Aminat is the one with the pink dress....She was the one who has the best body and best runway, unfortunately she was eliminated before the Grand Finale...

Show rating: ★★★★1/2
I did enjoy the show. We can see all beautiful girls who have potential in modeling industry, it just made you nervous and anxious watching the show...I bet your mind will keep thinking "Who will be eliminated?"....